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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh

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♪ oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

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♪ so, we go down to the red,
to the river ♪

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♪ Dig our hands deep
in the banks of the sand ♪

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♪ Loose all the black
of the souls buried there ♪

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♪ Forgive every man

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♪ moving uptown

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♪ gonna clear the air

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♪ moving uptown

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♪ then we'll go everywhere

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♪ buffalo flower

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♪ my queen of the plains

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♪ when the bully winds

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♪ push on your shoulder

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♪ you show them who's king

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♪ oh, the man of the hour

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♪ is another pretty young buck

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♪ pinstripes and a tongue
like a fresh cut flower

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♪ Promises sure to wither up

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♪ oh, my man

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♪ your hour's up

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hi there.

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Hi.

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Hey. Hi.

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Hey.

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So, this is pretty nice.

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Oh, uhh...

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I've never been here before.

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No? Uhh, yeah, they're good.

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They're good. They got 'em
all over the place now.

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I guess why would I, right?

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Live in town,

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how often are you going to
stay at a local hotel, right?

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No, it's true.

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I mean, unless...

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What? Unless what?

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You know.

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No, I don't.

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Yes, you do.
You know what I'm saying.

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No, I don't, truthfully. What?

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Unless you were
seeing someone illicitly.

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Oh. Right, that.

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Yes, that.

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Uhh, do you want anything?
Like a, uhh, water or something?

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No, I'm fine.

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Might have some nuts,

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if that's all right with you,
cashews.

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Go for it.

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Even though they're, like,

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$600.

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Geez, not even salted,
I'm not big on that.

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Oh.

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I... I read that thing you did
for that one magazine.

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It... someone emailed it to me.
It was pretty good.

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It's funny how much
you know about women now.

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Anyway...

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Anyway, so, yeah,

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uhh, I know this is sort of
out of the blue and all.

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And I just, uhh...

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Look, I needed to see you.

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Why is that?

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I only cut to the chase

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because, you know,
my kids get home at 3:00.

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Oh, right, sure. Sorry.

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Okay, umm...

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I'm going to get some water,
actually.

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These really do parch your
throat after you eat a few.

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Listen,
you're probably wondering

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what I'm even doing back here,
back in the, umm, Seattle area.

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It did cross my mind, yes.

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Right, sure.

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Of course,

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although I do get back here
every couple of years or so,

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to see my folks,
that sort of thing.

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Oh, they're still in town?

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Yep.

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But I am... I'm not here
for that, to see them.

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No?

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No.

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I'm here, uhh,

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because I just want to
do something here,

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uhh, right a wrong or whatnot,
make... make things okay.

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Huh. All right.

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Does that make sense?

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Umm, not really.

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Well, what I mean is, umm,

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we had a really nice
go of it back then.

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High school.

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Yes, yes, school, uhh,

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great times back at
central valley,

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and a lot of fun.

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And then we sort of...

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Well, you ended it.

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Uh-huh, right.

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You broke up with me.

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Yes, I did. That's true.

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Was there something else
you wanted to go over?

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Are you mad at me?

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Seriously though, are you?

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I can't believe you'd say that.

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Well, I don't know. You can
carry stuff like that around.

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You'd be surprised.

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No, I wouldn't.

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Uh-uh, I would not
because I do think about it,

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what happened between us.

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Good. Let's talk about it.

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Now?

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Yeah. I mean,
I know you got to go.

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But we could at least
air a bit of laundry,

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or however that saying goes.

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You want to air this stuff now?

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Yeah, only if it's okay.

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Instead of 15 years ago?

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You flew here to do this today?

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Yes, I know it
seems strange but...

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Okay, fine, good. Go for it.

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Okay.

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You are angry.

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Maybe just a touch, yep.

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Okay, all right, Sam, I'm going
to be open with you here,

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totally upfront, honest.

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I think the reason
that we broke up back then...

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There was no "we". It was you.
You ended it.

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I know. I know that.
I do know it.

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But it wasn't any one thing
that prompted it. It wasn't.

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And... and...

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For some reason,
I always had the idea that

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you thought you'd done
something wrong, something...

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No. I... no.

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Okay, good, 'cause I just
wanted you to know...

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As in better late than never...

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That it just,
it wasn't anything of the sort.

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I know. I know that.

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Why would I think that?
I didn't.

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Okay, then I am just reiterating

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for you, albeit a bit late
in the game,

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that you did nothing wrong.

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Great. Fine. Good.

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It was me. I needed to...

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Okay.

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Tell me. What did you need?

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Felt like, at the time,
I wanted to have my freedom

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or maybe do the college thing

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somewhere other than
over at community,

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and, uhh, maybe pursue
my writing stuff, whatever.

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And you were a girl that

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I could sort of look at,
you know, uhh,

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take a glance at and
maybe see her whole future.

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Really?

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A bit, yeah. And that's not a
bad thing or anything. It's not.

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I just think,

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if I can say this...

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Oh, go for it. You're on a roll.

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History has proven me right.
It has.

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I mean, you ended up pretty much
like I figured you would.

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Oh, really? Have I now?

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Well, kind of, I mean,
with your husband doing

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what I would have guessed
he'd be doing.

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Any, you know, back then,

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when I'm just
this scared teenager

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staring eternity in the face,

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I could see myself with that
produce manager's vest on.

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And, you know,
I suppose I got nervous.

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And I backed out of
the situation

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the best way I knew how.

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He's not the produce manager.

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He runs the store,
the whole store.

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Oh. All right.

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He's the store manager.
There's a difference.

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Granted. Sorry.

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Forget it.

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Is it... I mean, is it time
for the kids or...

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You're not mad, are you?

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No, fine.

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'Cause I didn't want to...

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No. I said I'm fine, so just...

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I believed you.

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So, why don't you just
go ahead and believe me?

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All right, yeah, fine.

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Okay, fine. Take care.
Good to see you, I guess.

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And that's it?

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That's the whole reason

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why we suddenly ended like that?

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Because you had a vision
of spending your life

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working in some Safeway?

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Pretty much, yeah. I mean...

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Not some other girl?

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No. I mean, I don't...
I don't recall anybody else.

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No, you don't?

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Uh-uh.

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Okay, 'cause I always had this

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vague, you know, worry about
that back then, back whenever.

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No.
We were going out for, like...

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Two years, a little more.

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And you never went to prom
with anyone else, right?

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No, I even worked that night,
on prom night,

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after we broke up,
it was during...

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You, you broke it off.
Why can't you just say that?

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Oh, I don't even want to be
thinking about this shit,

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not at all. I don't. I'm...

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I'm a mother now. I'm...
I'm a wife and a mother.

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And this is all like
ancient Greek history.

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Why did you have to
call me about this?

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Why... why would you
do this to me?

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I wanted to, I don't know,

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to just make sure
that we were okay.

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Yes, we are okay. We are a-okay.
Is that what you needed?

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Is that... is that enough
for you to go back

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to your something special
life in...

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Uhh, where...
Where was it again?

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New York.
I have a place in Chelsea.

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But I teach at... doesn't matter.
It's all New York City.

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I wasn't talking about our prom.

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The one I was referring to
was the one at north central,

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that prom.

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Oh, okay.

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So, did you go there
with someone to that prom?

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Not that I... I mean,
this is, like, 15 years ago.

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Please.

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No, I did not ask anyone
to that prom. I didn't.

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Okay. That's not what I heard,
but okay.

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I... I think there was,

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uhh, some girl,
some senior friend

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of, uhh...

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Remember that guy I knew from,
like, kindergarten, Tim?

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Somebody?

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Anyways, him, and he did,

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he asked me to, uhh, just drop
in, really just stop over

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with this one girl
who was his date's friend,

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some tall girl,
played volleyball.

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See, now this is what I heard.

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Nothing else, no.

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We didn't even do pictures or,
like, a corsage or anything.

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It was not at all like that.

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It was, like, more like a, uhh,
you know,

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whatever you call it.

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I don't know. I'm dying to hear.

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Uhh, a chaperone.
It was more that, really.

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Her chaperone?

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Yeah, basically.

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Okay, she was a senior.
I mean, you were a senior.

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And she was a senior.

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You know when your brother
takes you to something,

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like a company...
Listen. I left here there.

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I didn't even drive her home.

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I thought we even talked about
this once, over the summer.

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No, we did not... Before...

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Not ever. We talked about
getting engaged, but not this.

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Oh. Okay, my mistake.

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Yeah, apparently so.

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And, no, I...

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I overheard it once,
just a mention of it,

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one time, in the store.

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You know, the store you almost
ended up at in your vision.

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I was in there,

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dropping off a lunch
for my husband.

259
00:12:06,078 --> 00:12:09,813
And I was looking at...
I don't remember what now,

260
00:12:09,815 --> 00:12:13,984
some new endcap display,
cookies or whatever.

261
00:12:13,986 --> 00:12:17,955
And I hear a voice,
this voice that I recognize,

262
00:12:17,957 --> 00:12:20,291
this blast from the past.

263
00:12:20,293 --> 00:12:22,693
It is your mother, your mom,
standing in the juice aisle,

264
00:12:22,695 --> 00:12:23,961
talking to some woman,

265
00:12:23,963 --> 00:12:26,697
some neighbourhood lady
or from church.

266
00:12:26,699 --> 00:12:31,135
And they are going on about the
good old days like ladies do.

267
00:12:31,137 --> 00:12:36,140
And, somehow, they get
on the subject of prom

268
00:12:36,142 --> 00:12:37,775
came up.

269
00:12:37,777 --> 00:12:39,643
So, off they go

270
00:12:39,645 --> 00:12:44,648
about this and that and...

271
00:12:44,650 --> 00:12:46,784
I didn't mean to.

272
00:12:46,786 --> 00:12:51,789
I just kept standing there
and listening.

273
00:12:51,791 --> 00:12:54,325
And, boy, did I get an earful

274
00:12:54,327 --> 00:12:58,629
about you and us and lots...

275
00:12:58,631 --> 00:13:00,864
Lots of stuff.

276
00:13:00,866 --> 00:13:04,335
And part of that stuff
was about how nice you looked,

277
00:13:04,337 --> 00:13:08,005
how well you cleaned up, as she
called it, for your big night,

278
00:13:08,007 --> 00:13:11,041
prom night.

279
00:13:11,043 --> 00:13:13,877
So, imagine me standing next
to the hearty fudge crunch,

280
00:13:13,879 --> 00:13:16,680
thinking "what night?
I didn't have a big night."

281
00:13:16,682 --> 00:13:18,215
We didn't go to prom."

282
00:13:18,217 --> 00:13:20,784
But of course, she wasn't
talking about me or us.

283
00:13:20,786 --> 00:13:22,686
She was talking about you.

284
00:13:22,688 --> 00:13:26,123
The night she was referring to
was all about you and her,

285
00:13:26,125 --> 00:13:29,960
some girl.

286
00:13:33,331 --> 00:13:37,101
Yeah.

287
00:13:39,838 --> 00:13:43,841
I got to go.

288
00:13:46,111 --> 00:13:50,914
Look, it's good to see you,
honestly.

289
00:13:50,916 --> 00:13:54,318
Yep, take care.

290
00:13:54,320 --> 00:13:57,287
Okay, and if you want to...

291
00:13:57,289 --> 00:13:59,223
What?

292
00:13:59,225 --> 00:14:01,725
Nothing. I was going to say if
you'd like an email address or...

293
00:14:01,727 --> 00:14:04,194
Do you tweet?

294
00:14:42,767 --> 00:14:47,104
That suddenly felt overdue,
couldn't help myself so...

295
00:14:47,106 --> 00:14:48,372
No, that's all right.

296
00:14:48,374 --> 00:14:51,842
I mean, I...
I'm just watching the news.

297
00:14:51,844 --> 00:14:53,177
What page is she on, all right?

298
00:14:53,179 --> 00:14:55,112
Huh? What do you mean?

299
00:14:55,114 --> 00:14:56,747
In the yearbook,
in the north central yearbook.

300
00:14:56,749 --> 00:15:01,452
I don't... I mean... why?

301
00:15:01,454 --> 00:15:04,321
Just because. My husband was
a titan. So, I have his.

302
00:15:04,323 --> 00:15:05,456
He graduated from there? Yes.

303
00:15:05,458 --> 00:15:08,158
What page is she?

304
00:15:08,160 --> 00:15:10,027
I mean, I'm not even...

305
00:15:10,029 --> 00:15:11,729
Just tell me, please.

306
00:15:11,731 --> 00:15:15,299
Near the back, I think,

307
00:15:15,301 --> 00:15:18,802
last name was Tate, maybe.

308
00:15:18,804 --> 00:15:21,805
Fine. Thank you.

309
00:15:21,807 --> 00:15:23,941
Bye. Oh, hey.

310
00:15:23,943 --> 00:15:25,209
Did I mention
I'm getting married?

311
00:15:25,211 --> 00:15:29,279
Uhh, no. You...

312
00:15:29,281 --> 00:15:30,748
You didn't.

313
00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:33,217
Well, I am. I'm getting, uhh...

314
00:15:33,219 --> 00:15:34,251
Married.

315
00:15:34,253 --> 00:15:36,386
Huh.

316
00:15:36,388 --> 00:15:39,923
Good for you.

317
00:15:49,502 --> 00:15:53,504
♪ Ow, ow, ow

318
00:15:53,506 --> 00:15:57,374
♪ ow, ow, ow, ow, ow

319
00:15:57,376 --> 00:15:59,176
♪ ow, ow, ow

320
00:15:59,178 --> 00:16:01,945
♪ ow, ow, ow, ow, ow

321
00:16:01,947 --> 00:16:06,216
♪ ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow

322
00:16:06,218 --> 00:16:10,120
♪ ow, ow, ow, ow, ow

323
00:16:10,122 --> 00:16:13,190
♪ ow, ow, ow, ow ow

324
00:16:13,192 --> 00:16:16,527
♪ ow, ow, ow, ow, ow

325
00:16:16,529 --> 00:16:18,862
♪ ow, ow

326
00:16:29,141 --> 00:16:31,942
"married"? Holy shit.

327
00:16:31,944 --> 00:16:34,411
And <i>New York</i> magazine
the same year.

328
00:16:34,413 --> 00:16:36,280
Mm-hmm.

329
00:16:36,282 --> 00:16:37,815
I just got to say though,

330
00:16:37,817 --> 00:16:42,119
you just never struck me as the,
you know,

331
00:16:42,121 --> 00:16:43,921
type.

332
00:16:43,923 --> 00:16:46,924
Well, I think I was a bit
different when I was here,

333
00:16:46,926 --> 00:16:49,426
unfocussed. I don't really think
I was at my best in Chicago.

334
00:16:49,428 --> 00:16:50,994
I'll bet she's hot,

335
00:16:50,996 --> 00:16:52,462
if I know you.

336
00:16:52,464 --> 00:16:57,367
Umm, yeah, you know, yes,
a very attractive woman,

337
00:16:57,369 --> 00:17:00,904
uhh, I mean,
quite pretty like you or...

338
00:17:00,906 --> 00:17:02,573
She dark?

339
00:17:02,575 --> 00:17:03,874
Excuse me.

340
00:17:03,876 --> 00:17:05,275
Colouring, I mean.

341
00:17:05,277 --> 00:17:06,310
You always seemed

342
00:17:06,312 --> 00:17:09,313
to go for the brunettes, mostly,

343
00:17:09,315 --> 00:17:12,616
a redhead or two,
but mostly dark.

344
00:17:12,618 --> 00:17:15,452
Uhh, no. Actually, she's blonde.

345
00:17:15,454 --> 00:17:17,254
Well, highlights.

346
00:17:17,256 --> 00:17:18,388
"Blonde", huh?

347
00:17:18,390 --> 00:17:19,857
A little change.

348
00:17:19,859 --> 00:17:21,525
An appetite for adventure,
I'd say.

349
00:17:21,527 --> 00:17:23,193
Uhh, I don't know about that.

350
00:17:23,195 --> 00:17:24,995
Come on.

351
00:17:24,997 --> 00:17:29,066
You totally did, always had
an eye for the toys and whatnot.

352
00:17:29,068 --> 00:17:30,601
Remember?

353
00:17:30,603 --> 00:17:34,338
You even wanted me to try
one of those, uhh, strap-ons.

354
00:17:34,340 --> 00:17:36,506
I suppose, yes,

355
00:17:36,508 --> 00:17:39,543
that we did a few things
sexually that were, uhh...

356
00:17:39,545 --> 00:17:42,880
And don't think I didn't notice
a couple of our greatest hits

357
00:17:42,882 --> 00:17:47,017
in that little story of yours,
which was naughty.

358
00:18:00,031 --> 00:18:00,531
Mmm.

359
00:18:07,439 --> 00:18:10,340
I don't want to force you.

360
00:18:10,342 --> 00:18:13,277
I just...

361
00:18:13,279 --> 00:18:16,179
Well, you know...

362
00:18:16,181 --> 00:18:20,984
No. What?

363
00:18:20,986 --> 00:18:23,387
I'm, uhh... I mean, I told you.
I'm going to be married.

364
00:18:23,389 --> 00:18:25,155
That's all.

365
00:18:25,157 --> 00:18:27,257
Exactly.

366
00:18:27,259 --> 00:18:29,159
Excuse me?

367
00:18:29,161 --> 00:18:34,164
"That's all." I'm saying
I don't care. Get married.

368
00:18:34,166 --> 00:18:36,400
Yeah, but

369
00:18:36,402 --> 00:18:39,403
I need to display
some fidelity here.

370
00:18:39,405 --> 00:18:41,471
You sound really thrilled
about it.

371
00:18:41,473 --> 00:18:43,106
Shut up. I am.

372
00:18:43,108 --> 00:18:44,308
Yeah.

373
00:18:44,310 --> 00:18:45,609
I can tell.

374
00:18:45,611 --> 00:18:48,278
Come on, seriously.
No, this is very hard.

375
00:18:48,280 --> 00:18:51,581
What? This?

376
00:18:51,583 --> 00:18:56,586
Hey, Tyler, honestly, don't.
You shouldn't do that.

377
00:18:56,588 --> 00:19:00,057
I know I shouldn't,

378
00:19:00,059 --> 00:19:02,392
completely aware of that.

379
00:19:02,394 --> 00:19:06,563
But I hardly ever do it
when I'm supposed to.

380
00:19:06,565 --> 00:19:09,566
That's why my friends have
a bunch of kids. And I have fun.

381
00:19:09,568 --> 00:19:13,971
Don't you like fun?

382
00:19:13,973 --> 00:19:17,007
Of course. Sure I do, yes.

383
00:19:17,009 --> 00:19:18,442
Hey, come on.

384
00:19:18,444 --> 00:19:19,977
I've sort of taken
this vow thing here.

385
00:19:19,979 --> 00:19:21,244
I need to stick to it.

386
00:19:21,246 --> 00:19:24,314
I see. Okay.

387
00:19:26,718 --> 00:19:29,987
What you're saying is you want
to but you'll stop it for her,

388
00:19:29,989 --> 00:19:32,122
this blonde woman.

389
00:19:32,124 --> 00:19:35,125
Right.
I don't want to let her down.

390
00:19:35,127 --> 00:19:38,128
Even if it just happens here
with nobody the wiser?

391
00:19:41,199 --> 00:19:44,601
I think so, yes.

392
00:19:44,603 --> 00:19:47,504
Can I smoke in here?

393
00:19:47,506 --> 00:19:50,774
Uhh, yeah, I think.
It's a smoking room.

394
00:19:50,776 --> 00:19:52,342
But I don't see an ashtray.

395
00:19:52,344 --> 00:19:55,479
It's all right.
I'll use a glass.

396
00:20:02,220 --> 00:20:06,089
I remember you didn't mind
smoke so much.

397
00:20:06,091 --> 00:20:10,394
It's true. I sort of like it.

398
00:20:10,396 --> 00:20:12,629
Here.

399
00:20:12,631 --> 00:20:16,099
You want some blowback?

400
00:20:23,375 --> 00:20:27,244
Mmm. Good stuff.

401
00:20:27,246 --> 00:20:32,249
If this was a joint,
we'd be flying soon. Remember?

402
00:20:32,251 --> 00:20:33,251
Sure.

403
00:20:36,789 --> 00:20:39,689
The good old days.

404
00:20:53,671 --> 00:20:55,672
Hey.

405
00:20:55,674 --> 00:20:59,676
Don't forget your vow thingy.

406
00:21:02,681 --> 00:21:05,215
Right.

407
00:21:09,620 --> 00:21:13,657
I still want you though.

408
00:21:13,659 --> 00:21:17,260
Nice. Good.

409
00:21:17,262 --> 00:21:18,295
Yep,

410
00:21:18,297 --> 00:21:22,799
always did.

411
00:21:22,801 --> 00:21:25,235
It's simple to forget guys.

412
00:21:25,237 --> 00:21:28,772
But I never forgot you.

413
00:21:28,774 --> 00:21:31,274
Isn't that funny?

414
00:21:31,276 --> 00:21:33,276
Yeah, I guess.

415
00:21:33,278 --> 00:21:35,245
It is to me.

416
00:21:35,247 --> 00:21:37,814
I mean, no of fence,
but you weren't, like,

417
00:21:37,816 --> 00:21:40,750
this amazing person or anything.

418
00:21:40,752 --> 00:21:41,752
Oh.

419
00:21:41,753 --> 00:21:43,720
You were just this dude.

420
00:21:43,722 --> 00:21:46,556
We spent however long together.

421
00:21:46,558 --> 00:21:51,461
And yet, I think about you.

422
00:21:51,463 --> 00:21:55,332
Okay, see, and that was, uhh,

423
00:21:55,334 --> 00:21:59,669
a part of the deal here,
why I got a hold of you.

424
00:21:59,671 --> 00:22:04,674
Uhh, I just wanted to see
if we could talk.

425
00:22:04,676 --> 00:22:08,345
Absolutely.

426
00:22:08,347 --> 00:22:10,814
Great, okay.

427
00:22:10,816 --> 00:22:13,250
So, uhh...

428
00:22:13,252 --> 00:22:15,418
This ought to be good.

429
00:22:15,420 --> 00:22:17,854
Yeah, let's hope, right?

430
00:22:17,856 --> 00:22:19,322
Umm, here's the deal.

431
00:22:19,324 --> 00:22:20,590
Do I want to hear this?

432
00:22:20,592 --> 00:22:21,758
Sure, it's no big.

433
00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:24,594
What I've done is

434
00:22:24,596 --> 00:22:26,763
start to travel around a bit
here and there

435
00:22:26,765 --> 00:22:29,232
and, umm, stop in on
a few old girlfriends...

436
00:22:29,234 --> 00:22:30,367
Okay.

437
00:22:30,369 --> 00:22:31,635
Uhh, do a check-in, you know,

438
00:22:31,637 --> 00:22:33,436
get caught up to date with them

439
00:22:33,438 --> 00:22:37,274
and make sure we are, uhh,

440
00:22:37,276 --> 00:22:39,643
you know, no harm, no foul.

441
00:22:39,645 --> 00:22:41,778
How many?

442
00:22:41,780 --> 00:22:43,914
What?

443
00:22:43,916 --> 00:22:47,651
I'm saying how many little stops
are you making?

444
00:22:47,653 --> 00:22:49,186
You can round it off
if you want to.

445
00:22:49,188 --> 00:22:50,820
Uhh, just...

446
00:22:50,822 --> 00:22:55,258
Just three for right now,
maybe four. It's expensive.

447
00:22:55,260 --> 00:22:57,427
So, I'm just doing the, umm,

448
00:22:57,429 --> 00:22:59,296
pulse work on everybody's
schedule and all that, so...

449
00:22:59,298 --> 00:23:00,298
Huh.

450
00:23:00,299 --> 00:23:01,531
Interesting.

451
00:23:01,533 --> 00:23:03,433
Figured it would be a good way

452
00:23:03,435 --> 00:23:06,570
to start my new life, this whole
thing I'm about to embark on.

453
00:23:06,572 --> 00:23:08,538
It's not a cruise.

454
00:23:08,540 --> 00:23:10,807
True, "embark"

455
00:23:10,809 --> 00:23:15,812
probably not the exact word
I'm looking for.

456
00:23:15,814 --> 00:23:17,948
What are you looking for?

457
00:23:17,950 --> 00:23:20,283
I don't know, some other word.

458
00:23:20,285 --> 00:23:22,886
No, I mean by doing this.

459
00:23:22,888 --> 00:23:25,655
What are you trying to do here?

460
00:23:25,657 --> 00:23:29,559
Hell, I don't know,
right a wrong or whatever.

461
00:23:29,561 --> 00:23:31,561
I just...

462
00:23:31,563 --> 00:23:34,231
It's just this general sense of
this that keeps gnawing at me,

463
00:23:34,233 --> 00:23:37,634
a kind of faint memory
of hurting, of me hurting,

464
00:23:37,636 --> 00:23:42,639
or being hurt. I don't know.

465
00:23:42,641 --> 00:23:46,810
No. I... I don't... nope.

466
00:23:46,812 --> 00:23:48,712
Good.

467
00:23:48,714 --> 00:23:50,480
That's good because I do feel it
in a strange way.

468
00:23:50,482 --> 00:23:52,782
I don't know how to
articulate it. But it's there.

469
00:23:52,784 --> 00:23:54,884
That's the deal when
you're a writer, I guess.

470
00:23:54,886 --> 00:23:56,653
Doesn't matter
how much it stings

471
00:23:56,655 --> 00:23:58,989
or how painful it is for
the other people in your life,

472
00:23:58,991 --> 00:24:00,924
you just can't let shit go.

473
00:24:00,926 --> 00:24:05,862
You got to turn it over,
study it, poke it, you know?

474
00:24:05,864 --> 00:24:07,864
Sell it?

475
00:24:07,866 --> 00:24:10,867
No. I mean, not always, no.

476
00:24:10,869 --> 00:24:13,470
Well, yeah, at times,

477
00:24:13,472 --> 00:24:16,339
some scrap of life might
find its way into a story.

478
00:24:16,341 --> 00:24:17,507
And that may get sold.

479
00:24:17,509 --> 00:24:19,009
But, hey...

480
00:24:19,011 --> 00:24:21,544
Anyway, no.

481
00:24:21,546 --> 00:24:22,746
It was nothing like that.

482
00:24:22,748 --> 00:24:24,347
I mean, unless you
did something

483
00:24:24,349 --> 00:24:25,815
to me in my sleep or...

484
00:24:25,817 --> 00:24:28,618
What's that mean? I...

485
00:24:28,620 --> 00:24:30,620
I'm only joking around.

486
00:24:30,622 --> 00:24:32,756
Okay. God.

487
00:24:32,758 --> 00:24:36,960
Must be nerves.

488
00:24:36,962 --> 00:24:41,431
Shit. Hope she's worth it,
this fiancée person.

489
00:24:41,433 --> 00:24:44,367
I think so, yes.

490
00:24:44,369 --> 00:24:47,604
Hmm. You think? Or you know?

491
00:24:49,974 --> 00:24:53,743
Well, that's just it.
I don't know.

492
00:24:53,745 --> 00:24:55,912
With you, it just feels...

493
00:24:55,914 --> 00:24:59,049
Oh, forget it.

494
00:24:59,051 --> 00:25:02,018
No, go ahead. I can take it.

495
00:25:02,020 --> 00:25:03,953
Well, I'm sorry if
this hurts you at all.

496
00:25:03,955 --> 00:25:07,557
But I'm not so sure my being
here is about us or anything,

497
00:25:07,559 --> 00:25:10,327
I mean, the relationship
I had with you.

498
00:25:10,329 --> 00:25:13,930
This hurt thing I mentioned
a minute ago

499
00:25:13,932 --> 00:25:18,835
that I was just
talking about is...

500
00:25:18,837 --> 00:25:20,970
Oh, God.

501
00:25:20,972 --> 00:25:21,972
You know what.

502
00:25:21,973 --> 00:25:22,973
What?

503
00:25:22,974 --> 00:25:25,709
I think it's about her.

504
00:25:25,711 --> 00:25:27,444
Who? "Her" who?

505
00:25:27,446 --> 00:25:32,082
Umm, nothing, no one, some girl,
this person before you,

506
00:25:32,084 --> 00:25:34,050
the girl I left for you.

507
00:25:34,052 --> 00:25:37,821
See, I think I came here feeling
like I did something to you,

508
00:25:37,823 --> 00:25:42,826
all this hurt stuff. But it's
really her I'm thinking about.

509
00:25:42,828 --> 00:25:46,396
I think I felt so shitty about
what I did to her by leaving

510
00:25:46,398 --> 00:25:48,832
that I... I plunged in
with you physically.

511
00:25:48,834 --> 00:25:52,135
But that whole time,
I was really feeling...

512
00:25:52,137 --> 00:25:56,072
I don't know, something bad,

513
00:25:56,074 --> 00:25:57,574
I guess,

514
00:25:57,576 --> 00:26:01,478
about her. Wow.

515
00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:03,680
I suck.

516
00:26:03,682 --> 00:26:07,984
Well, that answers that.

517
00:26:11,155 --> 00:26:13,923
What?

518
00:26:13,925 --> 00:26:16,593
I wasn't always stoned.

519
00:26:16,595 --> 00:26:21,464
There were lots of phone calls
you made

520
00:26:21,466 --> 00:26:24,968
in the first few months,
I mean, lots.

521
00:26:24,970 --> 00:26:28,104
I'd catch you doing it sometimes
right after you hung up.

522
00:26:28,106 --> 00:26:30,707
And you would make up
this elaborate lies about it.

523
00:26:30,709 --> 00:26:31,875
But I knew

524
00:26:31,877 --> 00:26:35,111
what you were doing. Look.

525
00:26:35,113 --> 00:26:39,649
It's never cool to be second
in a relationship, you know?

526
00:26:39,651 --> 00:26:44,487
It's not. And I was
a distant second for a bit.

527
00:26:44,489 --> 00:26:47,157
But then you started
coming around.

528
00:26:47,159 --> 00:26:51,561
So, what the hell, just go on
and let things happen.

529
00:26:51,563 --> 00:26:53,696
It's fine.

530
00:26:53,698 --> 00:26:57,667
But, yeah, I think you're right.

531
00:26:59,069 --> 00:27:01,905
That shit hurts.

532
00:27:22,693 --> 00:27:26,496
You bad boy, you.

533
00:27:28,966 --> 00:27:31,968
Mmm.

534
00:27:31,970 --> 00:27:33,870
Want a little more?

535
00:27:33,872 --> 00:27:38,208
No tongue.

536
00:27:38,210 --> 00:27:42,745
Little smoke, then we should...
We should probably...

537
00:27:42,747 --> 00:27:46,082
Here we go.

538
00:27:52,256 --> 00:27:55,825
♪ What of the poor boy
all the time ♪

539
00:27:55,827 --> 00:27:57,694
♪ There was no boy

540
00:27:57,696 --> 00:28:00,630
♪ that obsessed in mind

541
00:28:00,632 --> 00:28:05,101
♪ obsessed over girls and
that'll always find something ♪

542
00:28:05,103 --> 00:28:08,037
♪ That girl

543
00:28:08,039 --> 00:28:13,042
♪ one is waiting
on a girl we know ♪

544
00:28:13,044 --> 00:28:17,113
♪ He set a course for India

545
00:28:17,115 --> 00:28:20,116
♪ no complaints,
just a fake corn rye ♪

546
00:28:20,118 --> 00:28:23,253
♪ And a sweater

547
00:28:23,255 --> 00:28:28,057
♪ music lessons
were not in line ♪

548
00:28:29,260 --> 00:28:32,996
♪ Monsoon season
was not enough ♪

549
00:28:32,998 --> 00:28:35,231
♪ To deny her

550
00:28:35,233 --> 00:28:39,269
so, the prodigal son returns.

551
00:28:41,006 --> 00:28:44,707
This is the part where you say
something charming in return.

552
00:28:44,709 --> 00:28:46,776
That's how it works. That's why
they call it "banter".

553
00:28:46,778 --> 00:28:48,177
Right.

554
00:28:48,179 --> 00:28:51,848
It's fun to be back here,
in our old room,

555
00:28:51,850 --> 00:28:54,751
427.

556
00:28:54,753 --> 00:28:56,819
Uh-huh, that's true.

557
00:28:56,821 --> 00:29:01,057
Lots of memories, lots.

558
00:29:01,059 --> 00:29:02,825
Yes, you're right about that.

559
00:29:02,827 --> 00:29:05,628
I do have a number of memories
about this room, this place.

560
00:29:05,630 --> 00:29:08,898
And some of them didn't even
end up in your article.

561
00:29:08,900 --> 00:29:10,967
It's astonishing to me

562
00:29:10,969 --> 00:29:14,971
how vampiric you people are,
how cannibalistic, writers, God.

563
00:29:14,973 --> 00:29:16,706
It's just fiction, Lindsay.

564
00:29:16,708 --> 00:29:19,842
Well, whatever lets you
sleep at night.

565
00:29:19,844 --> 00:29:23,580
It was...
What was the name of it again?

566
00:29:23,582 --> 00:29:25,315
"The calculus of desire".

567
00:29:25,317 --> 00:29:30,320
Oh, right, nice, lyrical.

568
00:29:30,322 --> 00:29:33,923
And is there anything new out
there that I should be aware of?

569
00:29:33,925 --> 00:29:36,726
Uhh, no. But I'm...

570
00:29:36,728 --> 00:29:38,661
Hey, well,
the movie rights just sold.

571
00:29:38,663 --> 00:29:41,064
Oh, goody.

572
00:29:44,268 --> 00:29:48,805
I do remember this fondly
though, being here.

573
00:29:48,807 --> 00:29:50,206
Me too.

574
00:29:50,208 --> 00:29:52,208
I never even liked Boston
until I met you.

575
00:29:52,210 --> 00:29:55,345
Really? That's a shame.

576
00:29:55,347 --> 00:29:57,647
At the time, just out of school
and at my first teaching gig,

577
00:29:57,649 --> 00:29:58,982
I was...

578
00:29:58,984 --> 00:30:01,985
Lost? That's what you
used to say to me.

579
00:30:01,987 --> 00:30:03,886
You were lost. I was.

580
00:30:03,888 --> 00:30:06,623
I think I was too young.
That was part of it anyhow.

581
00:30:06,625 --> 00:30:09,692
I was just way too young to be
teaching some grad lit course.

582
00:30:09,694 --> 00:30:11,094
I was a year younger than you
when I started here,

583
00:30:11,096 --> 00:30:12,762
with a dissertation to finish.

584
00:30:12,764 --> 00:30:14,964
But still, can you imagine that?

585
00:30:14,966 --> 00:30:16,733
No, it's wild.

586
00:30:16,735 --> 00:30:20,303
Well, it was a different time,
yes, a different era at least.

587
00:30:20,305 --> 00:30:22,238
We all cared a bit more.

588
00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:24,073
We were all a bit more committed
or something.

589
00:30:24,075 --> 00:30:26,709
That's what they say, the '70s.

590
00:30:26,711 --> 00:30:30,780
I started in the '80s,
in the late '80s.

591
00:30:30,782 --> 00:30:32,315
Oh. Sorry.

592
00:30:32,317 --> 00:30:34,017
'89.

593
00:30:34,019 --> 00:30:35,852
Right.

594
00:30:35,854 --> 00:30:39,122
Doesn't matter. It has nothing
to do with this, actually.

595
00:30:39,124 --> 00:30:43,259
I'm just going on here because...
Why are we here?

596
00:30:43,261 --> 00:30:45,261
Because of this wedding?

597
00:30:45,263 --> 00:30:47,664
Yeah, and, uhh,

598
00:30:47,666 --> 00:30:49,999
anyhow, I felt the need.

599
00:30:50,001 --> 00:30:53,403
Well, that's nice, I suppose.

600
00:30:53,405 --> 00:30:55,805
It's lovely to know that
our time with one another

601
00:30:55,807 --> 00:30:58,441
meant something more to you than
paycheque from a publisher.

602
00:30:58,443 --> 00:31:00,109
It is that...

603
00:31:00,111 --> 00:31:01,678
Listen. I know you have
no reason to trust me here.

604
00:31:01,680 --> 00:31:03,046
It's certainly been
a while but...

605
00:31:03,048 --> 00:31:04,347
Well, that's...
That's part of this.

606
00:31:04,349 --> 00:31:06,816
That's part of
the confusing side.

607
00:31:06,818 --> 00:31:09,018
You called me at work, my work.

608
00:31:09,020 --> 00:31:10,820
My point is

609
00:31:10,822 --> 00:31:12,255
you didn't need to do that.

610
00:31:12,257 --> 00:31:13,423
You're getting married.
I'm still married.

611
00:31:13,425 --> 00:31:14,425
I know. Believe me. I know.

612
00:31:14,426 --> 00:31:16,159
Well, then why do it?

613
00:31:16,161 --> 00:31:18,294
After everything that happened,
all we went through,

614
00:31:18,296 --> 00:31:20,430
why risk that? Huh?
Why do that to me?

615
00:31:20,432 --> 00:31:23,066
I don't know. I'm sorry.
I thought that...

616
00:31:23,068 --> 00:31:24,834
He still works there, right?

617
00:31:24,836 --> 00:31:27,170
Yes, of course. He's...
He's the Dean now.

618
00:31:27,172 --> 00:31:30,773
Right, and, you know,

619
00:31:30,775 --> 00:31:32,141
I thought I might
run into him or whatever,

620
00:31:32,143 --> 00:31:34,477
sort of see him in the hallway,
make a scene.

621
00:31:34,479 --> 00:31:36,779
And I didn't want that for you.

622
00:31:36,781 --> 00:31:40,717
You left at the end of
that second semester.

623
00:31:40,719 --> 00:31:44,954
So, you...
You probably have no idea,

624
00:31:44,956 --> 00:31:48,324
no real sense of
how hard things were for me

625
00:31:48,326 --> 00:31:52,829
back there for a while,
after we were spotted.

626
00:31:52,831 --> 00:31:54,931
Not really, no.

627
00:31:54,933 --> 00:31:58,735
You never called to check,
not once, not one single time.

628
00:31:58,737 --> 00:32:00,970
True enough.
I did ring you a coup...

629
00:32:00,972 --> 00:32:02,972
But I would always hang up
before, so, yeah, yeah.

630
00:32:02,974 --> 00:32:04,173
We got caught.

631
00:32:04,175 --> 00:32:05,175
And you

632
00:32:05,176 --> 00:32:07,410
ran off,

633
00:32:07,412 --> 00:32:10,480
leaving me behind.

634
00:32:10,482 --> 00:32:14,150
I did do that, Lindsay.
I'm very sorry.

635
00:32:14,152 --> 00:32:16,886
And that's kind of why I'm here,

636
00:32:16,888 --> 00:32:19,055
back in the area,

637
00:32:19,057 --> 00:32:21,491
before I go off and get
all married myself.

638
00:32:21,493 --> 00:32:24,894
To become the jealous husband?
The cuckold?

639
00:32:24,896 --> 00:32:28,164
Well, I hope not, but yeah, yes.

640
00:32:28,166 --> 00:32:30,433
I deserve that.

641
00:32:32,337 --> 00:32:34,070
Can I get a drink of something?

642
00:32:34,072 --> 00:32:37,373
Of course, sure. Geez, I'm an
idiot for not, uhh...

643
00:32:37,375 --> 00:32:39,075
Water? Is that...

644
00:32:39,077 --> 00:32:40,910
Yeah, fine.

645
00:32:40,912 --> 00:32:42,278
It's Fiji. Is that all right?

646
00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:44,313
I have nothing against Fiji.

647
00:32:44,315 --> 00:32:47,850
Well, not the islands, anyway.

648
00:32:53,190 --> 00:32:55,391
I'm glad you came.

649
00:32:55,393 --> 00:32:58,494
Me too. It's important.

650
00:32:58,496 --> 00:33:02,932
Yep. I agree.

651
00:33:02,934 --> 00:33:07,270
No, I... I don't mean for us:

652
00:33:07,272 --> 00:33:09,071
For him.

653
00:33:09,073 --> 00:33:10,273
Who?

654
00:33:10,275 --> 00:33:12,008
For my husband.

655
00:33:12,010 --> 00:33:14,877
It's an awfully big step,
his letting me come here.

656
00:33:14,879 --> 00:33:16,412
I don't follow.

657
00:33:16,414 --> 00:33:19,348
He urged me to see you.
He's waiting downstairs for me.

658
00:33:19,350 --> 00:33:20,950
Huh?

659
00:33:20,952 --> 00:33:23,152
Sitting out front in our Subaru.

660
00:33:23,154 --> 00:33:25,288
Oh, shit.

661
00:33:25,290 --> 00:33:27,156
Yes, he really wanted me
to do this.

662
00:33:27,158 --> 00:33:29,425
He felt that I needed to.

663
00:33:29,427 --> 00:33:31,294
So, you told him what?

664
00:33:31,296 --> 00:33:34,897
Everything,
about you contacting me,

665
00:33:34,899 --> 00:33:36,098
about you wanting
to meet me here.

666
00:33:36,100 --> 00:33:37,366
You did?

667
00:33:37,368 --> 00:33:39,969
Yes. Well, he already knew
about before.

668
00:33:39,971 --> 00:33:42,171
Wow. May I ask why?

669
00:33:42,173 --> 00:33:44,440
Not really,

670
00:33:44,442 --> 00:33:47,443
not if you're asking me
if you have the right to ask.

671
00:33:47,445 --> 00:33:49,178
Then I'd say no, you don't.

672
00:33:49,180 --> 00:33:52,381
You lost most of your rights
with me when you took off.

673
00:33:52,383 --> 00:33:55,618
And you lost the rest of them
when you wrote about it.

674
00:33:55,620 --> 00:33:57,420
Whereas he stuck with me.

675
00:33:57,422 --> 00:33:59,322
He stayed in a relationship

676
00:33:59,324 --> 00:34:02,425
that I had completely
and totally betrayed

677
00:34:02,427 --> 00:34:05,061
with a man that he had hired,
given a job to.

678
00:34:05,063 --> 00:34:06,529
I know that.

679
00:34:06,531 --> 00:34:11,400
The big question now is
why are you here?

680
00:34:11,402 --> 00:34:13,569
So that I can say that I'm...

681
00:34:13,571 --> 00:34:16,272
You know, to let you know
that I am sorry.

682
00:34:16,274 --> 00:34:19,308
Oh. Okay, fine.

683
00:34:19,310 --> 00:34:21,143
Well, why don't you

684
00:34:21,145 --> 00:34:25,581
go down to the car
and tell him that?

685
00:34:25,583 --> 00:34:29,619
I don't... probably not prepared
to do that at this time.

686
00:34:29,621 --> 00:34:31,087
No, I didn't imagine
that you would be.

687
00:34:31,089 --> 00:34:33,055
It's not why he came, anyway.

688
00:34:33,057 --> 00:34:34,123
No?

689
00:34:34,125 --> 00:34:35,625
No. He came to support me.

690
00:34:35,627 --> 00:34:38,227
I think older men are
very giving in that way.

691
00:34:38,229 --> 00:34:41,964
Yes. He's quite special.

692
00:34:41,966 --> 00:34:43,499
God, that probably sounds really
bad coming out of my mouth,

693
00:34:43,501 --> 00:34:44,533
doesn't it?

694
00:34:44,535 --> 00:34:45,668
Pretty much, yes.

695
00:34:45,670 --> 00:34:47,637
I could tell as I was saying it.

696
00:34:47,639 --> 00:34:49,605
Well, at least you felt it.
That's something.

697
00:34:49,607 --> 00:34:53,676
Now, what exactly,
if you don't mind,

698
00:34:53,678 --> 00:34:56,112
are you sorry for?

699
00:34:56,114 --> 00:34:58,147
For all the... what you said,
for running off...

700
00:34:58,149 --> 00:34:59,615
And I did get another job

701
00:34:59,617 --> 00:35:01,651
so it was not
technically running... but

702
00:35:01,653 --> 00:35:03,653
took off when things came out.

703
00:35:03,655 --> 00:35:06,322
So, not for doing it? Not that?

704
00:35:06,324 --> 00:35:10,559
Uhh, no. I mean, yes, that was
probably wrong too but...

705
00:35:10,561 --> 00:35:12,595
So, mostly, you're just sorry
for us getting caught?

706
00:35:12,597 --> 00:35:14,063
Being found out?

707
00:35:14,065 --> 00:35:16,666
Overall, mostly that,

708
00:35:16,668 --> 00:35:19,168
and for the
leaving you hanging part too.

709
00:35:19,170 --> 00:35:20,469
I see.

710
00:35:20,471 --> 00:35:21,637
I never meant for anyone
to get hurt by it.

711
00:35:21,639 --> 00:35:22,639
That was not my intention.

712
00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,206
Very rarely

713
00:35:24,208 --> 00:35:25,541
is that the intention
behind an affair.

714
00:35:25,543 --> 00:35:27,310
But it's almost always
the result:

715
00:35:27,312 --> 00:35:29,145
Hurt, someone being hurt.

716
00:35:29,147 --> 00:35:31,547
Yeah, I think I've...

717
00:35:31,549 --> 00:35:33,182
Okay, listen.
Maybe we should just...

718
00:35:33,184 --> 00:35:34,350
Oh, you want to get going,
right?

719
00:35:34,352 --> 00:35:35,352
That's your M.O., isn't it?

720
00:35:35,353 --> 00:35:36,419
When the going gets tough...

721
00:35:36,421 --> 00:35:38,254
Tough get going, right?

722
00:35:38,256 --> 00:35:40,156
No, I was going to say "run away
and hide like a bloody child."

723
00:35:40,158 --> 00:35:41,390
Listen, Lindsay.

724
00:35:41,392 --> 00:35:43,059
I know you have
every right to resent me

725
00:35:43,061 --> 00:35:44,293
and resent how I left things.

726
00:35:44,295 --> 00:35:46,562
But I am here to make amends,

727
00:35:46,564 --> 00:35:51,133
some sort of complete reparation
for all my behaviours.

728
00:35:54,271 --> 00:35:56,172
I told him that I'd do that.

729
00:35:57,574 --> 00:36:01,310
Getting back to this
making-it-all-better notion,

730
00:36:01,312 --> 00:36:02,545
that deal...

731
00:36:02,547 --> 00:36:04,580
All right.

732
00:36:04,582 --> 00:36:07,683
What do you propose?

733
00:36:07,685 --> 00:36:11,320
Well, I... I mean, I hadn't given
it too much, uhh...

734
00:36:11,322 --> 00:36:13,089
The specifics...

735
00:36:13,091 --> 00:36:14,724
I didn't imagine that you had.

736
00:36:14,726 --> 00:36:16,292
This is just a big idea to you,
isn't it?

737
00:36:16,294 --> 00:36:17,727
This hoping to
make it all better?

738
00:36:17,729 --> 00:36:19,195
A grand gesture...

739
00:36:19,197 --> 00:36:20,529
I do want to though.

740
00:36:20,531 --> 00:36:22,598
You want to? Or you're going to?

741
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:25,101
I will, yes.

742
00:36:25,103 --> 00:36:26,569
Because I don't want you
just to try.

743
00:36:26,571 --> 00:36:28,738
It only works if you actually
do it, no matter what.

744
00:36:28,740 --> 00:36:30,573
No, you're right, okay.

745
00:36:30,575 --> 00:36:32,341
I'm going to.

746
00:36:32,343 --> 00:36:37,313
Good. That's very good.

747
00:36:37,315 --> 00:36:39,382
So, how do we go about it?

748
00:36:39,384 --> 00:36:43,619
How do you help me get back
some of the dignity that I lost?

749
00:36:43,621 --> 00:36:45,354
Just a little piece of it back?

750
00:36:45,356 --> 00:36:47,223
You know,
I suppose I could go out there

751
00:36:47,225 --> 00:36:50,626
and, uhh, to the car
and talk to him, you know,

752
00:36:50,628 --> 00:36:52,228
if that's what you
really, really want,

753
00:36:52,230 --> 00:36:55,164
uhh, something like that.

754
00:36:55,166 --> 00:36:57,233
No, I... I think you're right.

755
00:36:57,235 --> 00:36:59,368
It doesn't really even out
after all this time.

756
00:36:59,370 --> 00:37:01,370
Yeah, I don't see what we gain
by it. So, I don't know why...

757
00:37:01,372 --> 00:37:03,139
Do you want to know
what, uhh, he thinks,

758
00:37:03,141 --> 00:37:04,640
my husband, what he thinks
you should do?

759
00:37:04,642 --> 00:37:06,575
No. What?

760
00:37:06,577 --> 00:37:09,145
This woman that you're marrying,
you haven't said much about her.

761
00:37:09,147 --> 00:37:11,380
Well, there's nothing much
to tell, really.

762
00:37:11,382 --> 00:37:13,716
She'd probably be surprised
to hear that.

763
00:37:13,718 --> 00:37:15,651
Well, I just mean not...
Not so much.

764
00:37:15,653 --> 00:37:17,386
You know,
she's studying to be a nurse

765
00:37:17,388 --> 00:37:20,322
and just, uhh, some girl,
this girl that I'm...

766
00:37:20,324 --> 00:37:23,092
I mean, she's terrific.
She's definitely that but...

767
00:37:23,094 --> 00:37:25,461
What? She's what?

768
00:37:25,463 --> 00:37:27,263
I'm just not really so keen
to drag her into this.

769
00:37:27,265 --> 00:37:30,733
I see.
She's younger than me, right?

770
00:37:30,735 --> 00:37:31,834
Hmm?

771
00:37:31,836 --> 00:37:32,836
Younger than me?

772
00:37:32,837 --> 00:37:34,336
Uhh,

773
00:37:34,338 --> 00:37:39,341
yeah, yes. She's 23, in April.

774
00:37:39,343 --> 00:37:42,144
How nice,

775
00:37:42,146 --> 00:37:44,113
youth.

776
00:37:44,115 --> 00:37:45,448
Back when it was over,

777
00:37:45,450 --> 00:37:47,750
I was sure that
that was one of the reasons,

778
00:37:47,752 --> 00:37:49,452
well, the main reason
that you didn't stay,

779
00:37:49,454 --> 00:37:52,188
that you left me, my age.

780
00:37:52,190 --> 00:37:53,722
No. I... no.

781
00:37:53,724 --> 00:37:55,825
That's what I told myself
anyway, what I imagined,

782
00:37:55,827 --> 00:37:58,727
that it wasn't for
a real reason,

783
00:37:58,729 --> 00:38:00,396
some reason
that actually mattered,

784
00:38:00,398 --> 00:38:02,398
but because I was
older than you.

785
00:38:02,400 --> 00:38:03,566
I liked your age.

786
00:38:03,568 --> 00:38:05,167
I did.

787
00:38:05,169 --> 00:38:06,302
And the fact that your
bride-to-be is younger

788
00:38:06,304 --> 00:38:07,304
kind of nails it for me.

789
00:38:07,305 --> 00:38:08,804
Lindsay... I mean, sort of.

790
00:38:08,806 --> 00:38:09,872
Lindsay, it really wasn't.

791
00:38:09,874 --> 00:38:11,507
Tell me something.

792
00:38:11,509 --> 00:38:14,510
What do you think would be
the most hurtful thing

793
00:38:14,512 --> 00:38:16,112
that we could do to her?

794
00:38:16,114 --> 00:38:17,114
Listen. I don't even want to...

795
00:38:17,115 --> 00:38:19,582
What if you cheated on her?

796
00:38:19,584 --> 00:38:22,651
What? I mean, she'd hate it.
What do you think?

797
00:38:22,653 --> 00:38:26,355
That's what my husband thinks.
He said the same thing.

798
00:38:26,357 --> 00:38:28,124
And I agree. I agree with that
because it...

799
00:38:28,126 --> 00:38:30,259
Because it's the other person
who feels the pain.

800
00:38:30,261 --> 00:38:32,261
Right, right.
Maybe we should just...

801
00:38:32,263 --> 00:38:37,266
And since you have promised
to make everything all better,

802
00:38:37,268 --> 00:38:40,436
that's what we'd like you to do.

803
00:38:40,438 --> 00:38:42,138
I'm not following you.

804
00:38:42,140 --> 00:38:45,241
We would like you
to sleep with me again now.

805
00:38:45,243 --> 00:38:47,176
What? Why?

806
00:38:47,178 --> 00:38:49,879
Because you don't want to
and she wouldn't want you to.

807
00:38:49,881 --> 00:38:52,548
But I don't see where that...

808
00:38:52,550 --> 00:38:54,383
Do you want the drapes
open or closed?

809
00:38:54,385 --> 00:38:55,885
Lindsay, look, I realize
that you're mad, okay?

810
00:38:55,887 --> 00:38:57,620
I get that now.

811
00:38:57,622 --> 00:38:59,455
Oh, good. I'm glad that's
coming across for you.

812
00:38:59,457 --> 00:39:01,824
Yes, I understand. But I...
I cannot do this. No, I can't.

813
00:39:01,826 --> 00:39:02,826
Yes, you can.

814
00:39:02,827 --> 00:39:03,827
No.

815
00:39:03,828 --> 00:39:04,828
I said yes.

816
00:39:04,829 --> 00:39:06,729
And I said no, okay?

817
00:39:06,731 --> 00:39:08,430
I mean, I could do this
all day long if you'd like.

818
00:39:08,432 --> 00:39:10,566
But I do want to
do something here. I do.

819
00:39:10,568 --> 00:39:12,501
You said you would.
You said you'd make it up to me.

820
00:39:12,503 --> 00:39:14,537
I know. I know I did.
But I can't.

821
00:39:14,539 --> 00:39:15,838
You can. And you will.

822
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:17,540
You will do this
while my husband

823
00:39:17,542 --> 00:39:19,275
sits downstairs in our outback
and waits for me.

824
00:39:19,277 --> 00:39:20,910
Why would I do that?

825
00:39:20,912 --> 00:39:22,945
And you, why would you want to?

826
00:39:22,947 --> 00:39:24,780
Does she know about this?

827
00:39:24,782 --> 00:39:27,183
What? Does who know?

828
00:39:27,185 --> 00:39:29,185
This little tour you're doing,
all these stops you're making.

829
00:39:29,187 --> 00:39:30,319
What do you mean?

830
00:39:30,321 --> 00:39:31,887
You know very well what I mean.

831
00:39:31,889 --> 00:39:33,923
Does your girlfriend
know about this?

832
00:39:33,925 --> 00:39:35,658
No. God, no.

833
00:39:35,660 --> 00:39:38,527
Shall we call her?
It's Alex, isn't it?

834
00:39:38,529 --> 00:39:40,863
My husband tracked her down.

835
00:39:40,865 --> 00:39:42,831
Lindsay, Lindsay, no, hey, stop.

836
00:39:42,833 --> 00:39:45,267
Oh!

837
00:39:45,269 --> 00:39:46,835
Well, then I'd get my pants off
if I were you.

838
00:39:46,837 --> 00:39:47,937
But I can't do this.

839
00:39:47,939 --> 00:39:49,371
Yes, you can.

840
00:39:49,373 --> 00:39:53,309
You are quite capable
of fucking me.

841
00:39:53,311 --> 00:39:56,712
You used to do it all the time,
every moment that I'd let you.

842
00:39:56,714 --> 00:39:58,280
I really...

843
00:39:58,282 --> 00:40:01,884
Always here, in this room...

844
00:40:03,753 --> 00:40:07,423
Our special place,

845
00:40:07,425 --> 00:40:11,293
where'd come in between classes.

846
00:40:11,295 --> 00:40:13,229
Do you remember?

847
00:40:13,231 --> 00:40:17,433
We were nice as a couple,
I think.

848
00:40:20,303 --> 00:40:22,905
But it wasn't that
that kept me coming back.

849
00:40:22,907 --> 00:40:26,308
It was your promise
of a future,

850
00:40:26,310 --> 00:40:27,810
that you'd whisper about,

851
00:40:27,812 --> 00:40:29,945
lying there,
with our eyes closed.

852
00:40:34,384 --> 00:40:36,652
That's what I was in love with,

853
00:40:38,321 --> 00:40:40,322
tomorrow.

854
00:40:40,324 --> 00:40:42,925
All those tomorrows

855
00:40:42,927 --> 00:40:45,961
that you kept offering me.

856
00:40:45,963 --> 00:40:47,730
I remember them.

857
00:40:47,732 --> 00:40:49,598
I'm sure you do.

858
00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:52,434
All of that comes very easily
when it's a complete lie.

859
00:40:52,436 --> 00:40:56,005
It's simply a fiction and as
whimsical as a fairy tale.

860
00:40:57,674 --> 00:41:01,677
Oh, God, you were good at it.

861
00:41:01,679 --> 00:41:03,612
An expert at making an honest,
practical woman like me

862
00:41:03,614 --> 00:41:06,482
fall for it, gobble it up.

863
00:41:06,484 --> 00:41:10,686
And then one call, one single
call from a colleague,

864
00:41:10,688 --> 00:41:12,888
could make it all go away;

865
00:41:12,890 --> 00:41:16,025
Your courage, your bravado.

866
00:41:20,497 --> 00:41:22,731
I guess that's why you teach it

867
00:41:22,733 --> 00:41:25,734
and write it;

868
00:41:25,736 --> 00:41:28,737
Fiction.

869
00:41:28,739 --> 00:41:30,906
It's what you deal in
as a person.

870
00:41:41,418 --> 00:41:43,619
He's not going to come up here
in the middle of this, is he?

871
00:41:43,621 --> 00:41:44,787
No.

872
00:41:44,789 --> 00:41:46,655
For pictures or anything?

873
00:41:46,657 --> 00:41:49,091
Not come bursting in
in the middle of all this?

874
00:41:49,093 --> 00:41:50,926
I promise.

875
00:41:50,928 --> 00:41:52,061
Because that would suck.

876
00:41:52,063 --> 00:41:56,932
Will you tell her?

877
00:41:56,934 --> 00:42:00,602
What are you... Of course not.

878
00:42:00,604 --> 00:42:04,440
Good. Then you'll have to
live with it, like I did,

879
00:42:04,442 --> 00:42:06,809
carry it around.

880
00:42:06,811 --> 00:42:08,777
Until I came clean.

881
00:42:22,660 --> 00:42:24,026
I can't believe this.

882
00:42:24,028 --> 00:42:26,595
Shh...

883
00:42:26,597 --> 00:42:29,131
We can talk later...

884
00:42:29,133 --> 00:42:31,767
Later, when we're done.
After...

885
00:42:31,769 --> 00:42:36,472
You can tell me all about it.

886
00:42:36,474 --> 00:42:38,907
All about what?

887
00:42:38,909 --> 00:42:42,578
The future, the future
that I'm about to miss.

888
00:42:44,914 --> 00:42:47,416
Come on. Here.

889
00:42:48,585 --> 00:42:52,454
I know you care.

890
00:42:52,456 --> 00:42:56,125
Close your eyes,
let yourself go.

891
00:42:56,127 --> 00:42:59,528
Tell me something.

892
00:42:59,530 --> 00:43:01,597
Tell me something

893
00:43:01,599 --> 00:43:05,067
that you remember
about us, here.

894
00:43:05,069 --> 00:43:07,736
Keep your eyes closed.

895
00:43:07,738 --> 00:43:10,005
Okay.

896
00:43:10,007 --> 00:43:12,474
I can see us, uh...

897
00:43:12,476 --> 00:43:16,678
I mean, recall us on Thursdays.

898
00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:19,481
On each Thursday
that first, uh...

899
00:43:19,483 --> 00:43:23,485
That semester before Christmas.

900
00:43:23,487 --> 00:43:27,556
I was going off at the holidays

901
00:43:27,558 --> 00:43:29,625
it was killing us for me
to have to do that,

902
00:43:29,627 --> 00:43:31,627
but I promised my folks
I would.

903
00:43:31,629 --> 00:43:34,863
And the two of you,
you and your husband,

904
00:43:34,865 --> 00:43:36,765
who was on sabbatical
in the fall

905
00:43:36,767 --> 00:43:38,567
and you'd agreed to meet him
over in England.

906
00:43:38,569 --> 00:43:42,771
Right before I had to leave,

907
00:43:42,773 --> 00:43:44,440
like an hour before we
both had to fly out,

908
00:43:44,442 --> 00:43:46,442
we met here.

909
00:43:48,812 --> 00:43:52,848
Rolling around in the sheets,

910
00:43:52,850 --> 00:43:54,049
no idea if we could
make it out to Logan

911
00:43:54,051 --> 00:43:56,218
and not even caring.

912
00:43:56,220 --> 00:43:59,021
God...

913
00:43:59,023 --> 00:44:01,023
We weren't worried
about the future.

914
00:44:01,025 --> 00:44:04,860
No, it... It was so perfect.

915
00:44:07,096 --> 00:44:09,698
It was just...

916
00:44:28,552 --> 00:44:31,787
♪ stack of bibles,
burn the black in your eyes ♪

917
00:44:31,789 --> 00:44:35,557
♪ Swallowed the truth, so I
could burn in your light ♪

918
00:44:35,559 --> 00:44:40,095
♪ My fever's broken, but I'm
still feeling cold ♪

919
00:44:40,097 --> 00:44:43,565
♪ You stole my heart, you
couldn't handle my soul ♪

920
00:44:47,837 --> 00:44:52,574
♪ Cut out the cancer and you're
left with the hole ♪

921
00:44:55,845 --> 00:44:58,013
Nice.

922
00:44:58,015 --> 00:45:00,249
You're right. It's a really
nice view from here.

923
00:45:00,251 --> 00:45:01,717
I thought so.

924
00:45:01,719 --> 00:45:03,185
Corner room makes
all the difference.

925
00:45:03,187 --> 00:45:04,253
I bet it does.

926
00:45:04,255 --> 00:45:07,956
Hey...

927
00:45:07,958 --> 00:45:10,125
I gotta say,

928
00:45:10,127 --> 00:45:13,562
I really wasn't expecting
to hear from you.

929
00:45:13,564 --> 00:45:15,130
Well, I was your brother's
best friend.

930
00:45:15,132 --> 00:45:18,000
I mean, Kelly and I
were always really close.

931
00:45:18,002 --> 00:45:19,701
Not lately though.

932
00:45:19,703 --> 00:45:22,237
No, that's true. Not so much
in the past, uh...

933
00:45:22,239 --> 00:45:23,639
Fifteen years.

934
00:45:23,641 --> 00:45:26,275
Right, right. Yeah,
not for awhile.

935
00:45:26,277 --> 00:45:29,111
Not for, uh, a decade or so.

936
00:45:29,113 --> 00:45:31,246
But this is... I mean, it isn't
by happenstance

937
00:45:31,248 --> 00:45:34,316
or however they call it, right?

938
00:45:34,318 --> 00:45:37,019
Is that a word, "happenstance?"

939
00:45:37,021 --> 00:45:38,987
Yeah, I think so or
something like it,

940
00:45:38,989 --> 00:45:40,222
very close to that.

941
00:45:40,224 --> 00:45:41,924
Well, you're the big time
writer.

942
00:45:41,926 --> 00:45:43,225
Teacher, really.

943
00:45:43,227 --> 00:45:46,895
I... well, both. Now I am both.

944
00:45:46,897 --> 00:45:50,165
Anyhow...

945
00:45:50,167 --> 00:45:53,769
You're not here by "that-chance"
or anything are you?

946
00:45:53,771 --> 00:45:58,240
I mean... you're here in Seattle
for me, aren't you?

947
00:45:58,242 --> 00:45:59,908
Isn't that what you said?

948
00:45:59,910 --> 00:46:02,744
That's true. I did say that.

949
00:46:04,814 --> 00:46:07,316
Anyway... I didn't tell
him the whole thing.

950
00:46:07,318 --> 00:46:08,817
I fibbed a little.

951
00:46:08,819 --> 00:46:11,119
When I talked to Kelly,

952
00:46:11,121 --> 00:46:13,221
I told him you called me up
out of the blue.

953
00:46:13,223 --> 00:46:15,824
Which is true. Yes.

954
00:46:15,826 --> 00:46:20,696
But it just made him
ask more questions.

955
00:46:20,698 --> 00:46:22,097
Like, "why hadn't you
called him in so long?"

956
00:46:22,099 --> 00:46:23,265
You know...

957
00:46:23,267 --> 00:46:24,700
Brother crap.

958
00:46:24,702 --> 00:46:27,970
No. Sure, that's natural. Yeah.

959
00:46:27,972 --> 00:46:29,338
He said he'd wanted to
talk to you,

960
00:46:29,340 --> 00:46:32,240
ever since you had done
that story he read.

961
00:46:32,242 --> 00:46:35,310
He even emailed me a copy.

962
00:46:35,312 --> 00:46:38,313
And I guess he wrote you
or something,

963
00:46:38,315 --> 00:46:40,755
to your agent maybe?

964
00:46:42,118 --> 00:46:45,821
And he never heard back,
which bummed him out...

965
00:46:45,823 --> 00:46:48,290
A lot.

966
00:46:48,292 --> 00:46:50,626
He asked me to...

967
00:46:50,628 --> 00:46:52,127
Give you this.

968
00:46:52,129 --> 00:46:55,797
Here. It's his work number
and stuff.

969
00:46:55,799 --> 00:46:57,332
Oh, thanks.

970
00:46:57,334 --> 00:47:00,068
No. I never... I would
have seen it, if...

971
00:47:00,070 --> 00:47:01,737
It doesn't really matter.

972
00:47:01,739 --> 00:47:03,972
He was just surprised,
that's all.

973
00:47:03,974 --> 00:47:05,407
Well, I'll check with...

974
00:47:05,409 --> 00:47:07,409
Maybe I'm mixed in with
a bunch of other, uh...

975
00:47:09,313 --> 00:47:11,079
I have not been so good about

976
00:47:11,081 --> 00:47:12,681
keeping up with everyone
from school.

977
00:47:12,683 --> 00:47:14,816
Gosh, you want to
know a secret?

978
00:47:14,818 --> 00:47:17,152
I'm not even on Facebook.

979
00:47:17,154 --> 00:47:18,954
It's no biggie.

980
00:47:18,956 --> 00:47:23,158
It gets hard. I'm only 26,
it's already hard.

981
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:26,828
Is that what you are?
Are you 26?

982
00:47:26,830 --> 00:47:31,266
Wow! Wow, time just,

983
00:47:31,268 --> 00:47:32,300
you know? Yup. It flies.

984
00:47:32,302 --> 00:47:33,302
That's the one.

985
00:47:35,773 --> 00:47:40,008
You look a lot older.

986
00:47:40,010 --> 00:47:42,911
Yeah, yeah, I suppose I do.

987
00:47:42,913 --> 00:47:46,048
I must, though. I mean, sure.

988
00:47:46,050 --> 00:47:49,217
You do too, although not...

989
00:47:49,219 --> 00:47:52,120
Yeah, well, I was a kid.
I mean, a child, really.

990
00:47:52,122 --> 00:47:54,289
But you were...

991
00:47:56,959 --> 00:48:01,196
I can remember exactly what you
looked like back then, exactly

992
00:48:01,198 --> 00:48:03,999
and I just always had this...

993
00:48:04,001 --> 00:48:07,736
Image in my mind of you.
I mean...

994
00:48:07,738 --> 00:48:08,937
Yeah. No, no, I get it.

995
00:48:08,939 --> 00:48:10,739
And so, for the last few days,

996
00:48:10,741 --> 00:48:13,775
I've been imagining you, but...

997
00:48:13,777 --> 00:48:18,714
It's a much younger guy
that I knew back then.

998
00:48:18,716 --> 00:48:21,483
Sure.

999
00:48:21,485 --> 00:48:23,452
I'm not keeping you
from something, am I?

1000
00:48:23,454 --> 00:48:26,288
No, no. God, no.

1001
00:48:26,290 --> 00:48:27,956
I forgot the date

1002
00:48:27,958 --> 00:48:31,159
and I have... Stuff.

1003
00:48:31,161 --> 00:48:33,261
Ah...

1004
00:48:33,263 --> 00:48:36,131
You're not really good at
making stuff up, are you?

1005
00:48:36,133 --> 00:48:37,866
Not really.

1006
00:48:37,868 --> 00:48:41,103
No, not for some man who makes
a living doing it.

1007
00:48:41,105 --> 00:48:44,239
Exactly, no. I stand before you
an accused man.

1008
00:48:44,241 --> 00:48:47,242
Not yet.

1009
00:48:47,244 --> 00:48:49,411
What?

1010
00:48:49,413 --> 00:48:51,379
Nothing.

1011
00:48:51,381 --> 00:48:54,783
I'm kidding.

1012
00:48:54,785 --> 00:48:57,519
You... want anything?

1013
00:48:57,521 --> 00:49:01,890
Um, I'll take a beer,
if they have one.

1014
00:49:01,892 --> 00:49:04,860
Uh, corona or bud?

1015
00:49:04,862 --> 00:49:07,129
Pretty generic selection,
I'm afraid, for such a swanky...

1016
00:49:07,131 --> 00:49:08,897
Corona.

1017
00:49:08,899 --> 00:49:10,499
Okay.

1018
00:49:13,202 --> 00:49:14,936
Oh, super cold.

1019
00:49:14,938 --> 00:49:17,239
Hope that's okay.

1020
00:49:17,241 --> 00:49:19,074
Hey, I'm not English.

1021
00:49:19,076 --> 00:49:21,076
I turned out to be a
complicated girl,

1022
00:49:21,078 --> 00:49:24,246
but at least I don't drink
warm beer.

1023
00:49:24,248 --> 00:49:26,548
Right, yeah. No wonder
the colonized the world.

1024
00:49:26,550 --> 00:49:30,552
"Some ice, some ice! My kingdom
for some ice!"

1025
00:49:33,156 --> 00:49:36,191
That was dumb. I'm sorry.

1026
00:49:36,193 --> 00:49:39,261
No. I just don't get it.
What's that from?

1027
00:49:39,263 --> 00:49:41,530
<i>Richard III, Shakespeare.</i>

1028
00:49:41,532 --> 00:49:43,131
Right.

1029
00:49:43,133 --> 00:49:45,333
"A horse, a horse,
my kingdom for a horse."

1030
00:49:45,335 --> 00:49:47,435
Why's he want it so badly?

1031
00:49:47,437 --> 00:49:49,237
Oh, uh, he's about to be killed

1032
00:49:49,239 --> 00:49:51,006
for all the bad stuff
he's done,

1033
00:49:51,008 --> 00:49:52,541
so he's trying to escape.

1034
00:49:54,244 --> 00:49:57,345
How appropriate.
That's a good one.

1035
00:49:57,347 --> 00:49:58,914
I'm lost. What are you...?

1036
00:49:58,916 --> 00:50:00,315
He sounds a lot like you.

1037
00:50:00,317 --> 00:50:02,551
Or at least you in your story.

1038
00:50:02,553 --> 00:50:04,152
So, you've read, uh... a

1039
00:50:04,154 --> 00:50:05,954
that email, remember? Right.

1040
00:50:05,956 --> 00:50:09,825
Your character in that,
all those run-ins with women

1041
00:50:09,827 --> 00:50:12,327
and his defence is just
to run away,

1042
00:50:12,329 --> 00:50:14,095
get out through a window,

1043
00:50:14,097 --> 00:50:15,964
whatever it takes to save
his own skin.

1044
00:50:15,966 --> 00:50:18,200
Right, but mostly that's
for comic effect,

1045
00:50:18,202 --> 00:50:21,870
irony and all that, uh,
the repetition of a motif.

1046
00:50:21,872 --> 00:50:24,506
The hasty exit, it's
a classic, sort of, uh...

1047
00:50:24,508 --> 00:50:27,209
Still, I don't think that
you just made it all up.

1048
00:50:27,211 --> 00:50:29,144
Mostly I did, yeah.

1049
00:50:29,146 --> 00:50:32,247
It's satire and it's a send up
of sexual politics as well.

1050
00:50:32,249 --> 00:50:33,481
It's based on <i>Candide.</i>

1051
00:50:33,483 --> 00:50:36,218
Got it.

1052
00:50:36,220 --> 00:50:39,120
Whatever you say, Shakespeare.

1053
00:50:39,122 --> 00:50:43,358
"Shakespeare..."
That's a good one.

1054
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:48,363
Well, you always did want to
be a writer, didn't you?

1055
00:50:48,365 --> 00:50:52,100
Yeah. I mean, I think so,

1056
00:50:52,102 --> 00:50:53,435
yeah, in some ways.

1057
00:50:53,437 --> 00:50:55,537
But you can't possibly
remember that, no way.

1058
00:50:55,539 --> 00:50:58,206
You'd be surprised.

1059
00:50:58,208 --> 00:51:01,409
I remember a lot of things.

1060
00:51:01,411 --> 00:51:04,646
Sure, but I don't even...

1061
00:51:04,648 --> 00:51:07,282
I used to watch you.

1062
00:51:07,284 --> 00:51:09,150
You were my favourite
of Kelly's friends.

1063
00:51:09,152 --> 00:51:11,419
And so, yeah,

1064
00:51:11,421 --> 00:51:15,257
I'd follow you guys,
spy on you.

1065
00:51:15,259 --> 00:51:19,094
I overheard a bunch of things
you wouldn't even remember.

1066
00:51:19,096 --> 00:51:21,062
Oh yeah? Yeah.

1067
00:51:21,064 --> 00:51:23,565
I was really stealthy.

1068
00:51:23,567 --> 00:51:26,434
A regular little mata hari.

1069
00:51:26,436 --> 00:51:28,270
Well, don't... you forget
what happened to her.

1070
00:51:28,272 --> 00:51:30,105
She was killed or something.

1071
00:51:30,107 --> 00:51:31,373
Yeah, she was executed

1072
00:51:31,375 --> 00:51:33,675
for being a, uh...
For being a spy.

1073
00:51:33,677 --> 00:51:36,011
Yeah, but, like, a sexy one.

1074
00:51:36,013 --> 00:51:37,412
Uh, sure.

1075
00:51:37,414 --> 00:51:39,614
Like me. I mean,

1076
00:51:39,616 --> 00:51:44,252
I turned out kind of sexy.

1077
00:51:44,254 --> 00:51:47,022
Don't you think?

1078
00:51:47,024 --> 00:51:49,257
Just like, objectively
speaking.

1079
00:51:49,259 --> 00:51:51,426
Um...

1080
00:51:51,428 --> 00:51:53,561
Damn, come on.

1081
00:51:53,563 --> 00:51:56,598
Give a girl a little
credit here.

1082
00:51:56,600 --> 00:51:58,566
Of course you are,
Reggie. I just...

1083
00:51:58,568 --> 00:52:00,969
You're my friend's little
sister, you're Kelly's sis.

1084
00:52:00,971 --> 00:52:03,252
That never stopped you before.

1085
00:52:06,008 --> 00:52:07,475
Look... Listen.

1086
00:52:07,477 --> 00:52:09,311
Yes, Reggie, you have
turned out

1087
00:52:09,313 --> 00:52:11,146
to be a very beautiful
woman, okay? You have.

1088
00:52:11,148 --> 00:52:12,714
But you're not just
some gal here.

1089
00:52:12,716 --> 00:52:15,216
You and I are... Connected?

1090
00:52:15,218 --> 00:52:17,452
No. I was going to say...
I mean, yes, we are that,

1091
00:52:17,454 --> 00:52:19,287
grew up together in the same
neighbourhood and all.

1092
00:52:19,289 --> 00:52:22,223
But no, we...

1093
00:52:22,225 --> 00:52:26,227
You said you were thinking
about getting a hold of me.

1094
00:52:26,229 --> 00:52:27,562
Yup, that's right.

1095
00:52:27,564 --> 00:52:30,031
Yeah? How come? Seriously.

1096
00:52:30,033 --> 00:52:32,200
You know. I guess so.

1097
00:52:32,202 --> 00:52:34,336
But why now? Why so much
later in life?

1098
00:52:34,338 --> 00:52:38,273
Just cause. I even wrote
about it in my journal...

1099
00:52:38,275 --> 00:52:40,275
Back then.

1100
00:52:40,277 --> 00:52:44,446
Yeah, I've promised myself
we would talk about it one day.

1101
00:52:44,448 --> 00:52:47,749
I was looking at it
not too long ago

1102
00:52:47,751 --> 00:52:51,186
and it said that "we'd better
talk about it or else!"

1103
00:52:51,188 --> 00:52:54,089
"Or else" was even underlined.

1104
00:52:54,091 --> 00:52:55,423
Really?

1105
00:52:55,425 --> 00:52:58,326
Hey, I was a kid.
What can I say?

1106
00:52:58,328 --> 00:53:02,597
I didn't even know you kept
a journal at eleven.

1107
00:53:02,599 --> 00:53:07,235
Yup. I wanted to be
a writer too,

1108
00:53:07,237 --> 00:53:09,070
because of you.

1109
00:53:09,072 --> 00:53:11,106
No.

1110
00:53:11,108 --> 00:53:12,574
It's true.

1111
00:53:12,576 --> 00:53:15,243
But, I mean, isn't that
what you do now? Or...

1112
00:53:15,245 --> 00:53:17,112
Sort of. Journalist anyway,

1113
00:53:17,114 --> 00:53:18,646
but mostly freelance.

1114
00:53:18,648 --> 00:53:20,181
Yeah, still. That's...

1115
00:53:20,183 --> 00:53:23,084
It's whatever.
It pays the bills.

1116
00:53:23,086 --> 00:53:27,389
I do mostly human interest
stories, stuff like that...

1117
00:53:27,391 --> 00:53:29,090
Stories like ours.

1118
00:53:29,092 --> 00:53:31,393
What do you mean?

1119
00:53:31,395 --> 00:53:32,794
Nothing.

1120
00:53:32,796 --> 00:53:34,662
No, I mean,

1121
00:53:34,664 --> 00:53:38,433
I'd never do it, but this would
make a hell of a story;

1122
00:53:38,435 --> 00:53:41,569
Us meeting again after
all of these years,

1123
00:53:41,571 --> 00:53:45,173
what you ended up doing, me,

1124
00:53:45,175 --> 00:53:47,308
how things affected me,

1125
00:53:47,310 --> 00:53:49,277
who I turned out to be.

1126
00:53:49,279 --> 00:53:51,413
You know...

1127
00:53:51,415 --> 00:53:53,281
Like you did in your story.

1128
00:53:53,283 --> 00:53:57,685
Except without all the...
What do you call them?

1129
00:53:57,687 --> 00:54:00,155
Motifs?

1130
00:54:00,157 --> 00:54:02,424
Reggie, I...

1131
00:54:02,426 --> 00:54:05,193
I think maybe we should talk.

1132
00:54:05,195 --> 00:54:07,829
We are.

1133
00:54:07,831 --> 00:54:09,764
This is what we're doing.

1134
00:54:09,766 --> 00:54:11,066
Talking...

1135
00:54:11,068 --> 00:54:12,634
Yeah, I know that, but...

1136
00:54:12,636 --> 00:54:15,503
Just like I promised
we would in my journal,

1137
00:54:15,505 --> 00:54:17,172
"or else."

1138
00:54:17,174 --> 00:54:18,773
Uh-huh. We are talking about
the same thing, right?

1139
00:54:18,775 --> 00:54:20,375
When I was...

1140
00:54:20,377 --> 00:54:22,377
Yeah. What happened
the night you slept over,

1141
00:54:22,379 --> 00:54:23,745
my twelfth birthday.

1142
00:54:23,747 --> 00:54:25,480
Yeah, that's...

1143
00:54:25,482 --> 00:54:27,582
'Cause my mom wanted Kelly
to have you stay with us,

1144
00:54:27,584 --> 00:54:31,519
so that he wouldn't bug us
girls during the party.

1145
00:54:31,521 --> 00:54:33,288
That's when it happened.

1146
00:54:33,290 --> 00:54:36,224
All that we... I mean, it was
just a kiss, that's all.

1147
00:54:36,226 --> 00:54:37,625
That's all?

1148
00:54:37,627 --> 00:54:38,860
Yes.

1149
00:54:38,862 --> 00:54:40,562
I'm sorry. I can't help it.

1150
00:54:40,564 --> 00:54:44,365
I'm a journalist, so I sort of
stick to the facts.

1151
00:54:44,367 --> 00:54:46,367
You know, I didn't mean
anything by it.

1152
00:54:46,369 --> 00:54:47,802
Wow.

1153
00:54:47,804 --> 00:54:49,304
Not that it wasn't good.

1154
00:54:49,306 --> 00:54:50,338
You enjoyed it?

1155
00:54:50,340 --> 00:54:52,207
No, no. Um...

1156
00:54:52,209 --> 00:54:53,875
You didn't?

1157
00:54:53,877 --> 00:54:55,243
I did.

1158
00:54:55,245 --> 00:54:56,678
No, I mean, I didn't...

1159
00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:58,713
Did I enjoy it in some
sexual way or whatnot?

1160
00:54:58,715 --> 00:55:00,782
No. But of course it was nice.

1161
00:55:00,784 --> 00:55:02,317
It was nice? Yeah.

1162
00:55:02,319 --> 00:55:05,553
I... I mean, it only lasted
for a few...

1163
00:55:05,555 --> 00:55:09,224
It was a kiss, a full kiss,

1164
00:55:09,226 --> 00:55:11,626
on my mouth,
twelve year old lips.

1165
00:55:11,628 --> 00:55:13,128
Eleven, technically.

1166
00:55:13,130 --> 00:55:14,395
I was still actually only
eleven years old.

1167
00:55:14,397 --> 00:55:15,597
I know that.

1168
00:55:15,599 --> 00:55:17,765
Good. I'm glad. And what else?

1169
00:55:17,767 --> 00:55:18,833
Else?

1170
00:55:18,835 --> 00:55:20,368
What else do you remember?

1171
00:55:20,370 --> 00:55:21,769
Or should I take this up
with someone else?

1172
00:55:21,771 --> 00:55:26,374
You know, my mom or Kelly,
the authorities?

1173
00:55:26,376 --> 00:55:27,675
Please don't do that.

1174
00:55:27,677 --> 00:55:29,511
I need some closure.

1175
00:55:29,513 --> 00:55:31,246
Fine, fine. Then, okay.

1176
00:55:31,248 --> 00:55:33,915
I will, yes. But just
don't do that.

1177
00:55:33,917 --> 00:55:35,683
Then tell me.

1178
00:55:35,685 --> 00:55:38,920
We... it was so long
ago that I...

1179
00:55:38,922 --> 00:55:41,656
You know, I guess...

1180
00:55:41,658 --> 00:55:43,358
Why did you come here?
Tell me that.

1181
00:55:43,360 --> 00:55:45,226
Why did you come here
to Seattle?

1182
00:55:45,228 --> 00:55:46,761
Because I felt like
I wanted to...

1183
00:55:46,763 --> 00:55:48,530
I needed to maybe... what?
What?

1184
00:55:48,532 --> 00:55:49,864
What did you need? To maybe...

1185
00:55:49,866 --> 00:55:52,433
I needed to get this
off my chest with you.

1186
00:55:52,435 --> 00:55:53,635
Before I get married
and everything,

1187
00:55:53,637 --> 00:55:54,936
I just, I wanted to talk
about things

1188
00:55:54,938 --> 00:55:56,905
and say, "yes. I think
about this",

1189
00:55:56,907 --> 00:55:58,573
"play around with it in my head,
so she must too.

1190
00:55:58,575 --> 00:56:00,175
So, we ought to..."

1191
00:56:00,177 --> 00:56:02,277
And then that's about as
far I ever got with it,

1192
00:56:02,279 --> 00:56:04,345
but I do think about it,
Reggie.

1193
00:56:04,347 --> 00:56:05,513
I do, often.

1194
00:56:05,515 --> 00:56:07,348
Well, that's good.

1195
00:56:07,350 --> 00:56:09,884
That's good to hear.

1196
00:56:09,886 --> 00:56:11,419
And this is the truth.

1197
00:56:11,421 --> 00:56:14,556
I was in town recently,
a week or so ago,

1198
00:56:14,558 --> 00:56:16,558
for this conference thingy
I attend

1199
00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:18,526
and I happened to see you,

1200
00:56:18,528 --> 00:56:20,261
just crossing the road
in front of me,

1201
00:56:20,263 --> 00:56:21,829
like something out of a movie.

1202
00:56:21,831 --> 00:56:24,566
I just... I couldn't
stop thinking about it.

1203
00:56:24,568 --> 00:56:27,202
I called and I flew back
here, so that we could...

1204
00:56:27,204 --> 00:56:29,370
Whatever, maybe have
a moment like this one.

1205
00:56:29,372 --> 00:56:31,372
I get it.

1206
00:56:33,375 --> 00:56:35,735
Do you remember
touching my ass?

1207
00:56:37,213 --> 00:56:41,382
No. Reggie, honestly,
no. I don't.

1208
00:56:41,384 --> 00:56:42,717
Because you did,

1209
00:56:42,719 --> 00:56:45,653
that night when everybody
else was asleep.

1210
00:56:45,655 --> 00:56:47,589
You and I were in the kitchen

1211
00:56:47,591 --> 00:56:50,225
and we were talking
and laughing.

1212
00:56:50,227 --> 00:56:54,395
You were probably making
fun of me, like usual.

1213
00:56:54,397 --> 00:56:56,598
And then somehow, I don't know,

1214
00:56:56,600 --> 00:56:57,732
just all of a sudden,
you were right there,

1215
00:56:57,734 --> 00:57:00,435
uh, in my face.

1216
00:57:00,437 --> 00:57:03,605
And I was scared,
but I didn't leave,

1217
00:57:03,607 --> 00:57:06,975
I didn't pull away or anything.

1218
00:57:06,977 --> 00:57:11,279
And, um, it was a like a
truth or dare or something,

1219
00:57:11,281 --> 00:57:15,583
like in spin the bottle,
no big deal.

1220
00:57:15,585 --> 00:57:18,920
But then... I kissed you.

1221
00:57:18,922 --> 00:57:20,888
Yeah, we kissed.

1222
00:57:20,890 --> 00:57:25,760
Suddenly, I was aware of...
Things,

1223
00:57:25,762 --> 00:57:30,465
of... of me.

1224
00:57:30,467 --> 00:57:34,902
And I kissed you back.

1225
00:57:34,904 --> 00:57:36,571
Just for a few moments,

1226
00:57:36,573 --> 00:57:40,708
but we were doing it
like... like some couple.

1227
00:57:44,681 --> 00:57:49,651
We were kissing and
you whispered,

1228
00:57:49,653 --> 00:57:51,934
"I'm going to marry you
someday."

1229
00:57:56,625 --> 00:58:01,596
You said that and then I felt
your hand on my, um...

1230
00:58:01,598 --> 00:58:03,398
Down on...

1231
00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:04,766
I didn't mean to, Reggie.

1232
00:58:04,768 --> 00:58:08,803
Your hand was there,
slipping into my panties

1233
00:58:08,805 --> 00:58:12,540
and you... I...

1234
00:58:12,542 --> 00:58:15,777
You made me all, um...

1235
00:58:20,716 --> 00:58:22,950
That was too much.

1236
00:58:28,091 --> 00:58:32,760
You did that to me
and I looked at you...

1237
00:58:32,762 --> 00:58:36,831
I can remember looking
right into...

1238
00:58:36,833 --> 00:58:38,966
Those beautiful eyes of yours

1239
00:58:38,968 --> 00:58:43,371
and um...

1240
00:58:43,373 --> 00:58:45,773
I...

1241
00:58:49,712 --> 00:58:52,447
Anyway, afterwards,

1242
00:58:52,449 --> 00:58:57,085
I went back up to my friends,

1243
00:58:57,087 --> 00:59:02,023
to all my sleeping friends...

1244
00:59:02,025 --> 00:59:06,894
Who were still just girls...

1245
00:59:06,896 --> 00:59:11,666
Some girls I was never
going to be like again.

1246
00:59:11,668 --> 00:59:14,602
Not ever.

1247
00:59:16,739 --> 00:59:19,140
And the next day,
I was looking for you,

1248
00:59:19,142 --> 00:59:22,477
just to see what you
were thinking,

1249
00:59:22,479 --> 00:59:25,947
talk to you, smile at you,
something.

1250
00:59:25,949 --> 00:59:27,849
But you had already gone home.

1251
00:59:27,851 --> 00:59:31,786
You snuck back down
the street to your place.

1252
00:59:31,788 --> 00:59:34,589
You ran away.

1253
00:59:36,625 --> 00:59:38,559
Jesus, Reggie...

1254
00:59:38,561 --> 00:59:41,062
I am so, so sorry

1255
00:59:41,064 --> 00:59:42,864
if you feel like
I'm responsible.

1256
00:59:42,866 --> 00:59:44,465
What?

1257
00:59:44,467 --> 00:59:45,900
I don't know.

1258
00:59:45,902 --> 00:59:47,168
I didn't even get to the end
of that thought.

1259
00:59:47,170 --> 00:59:48,636
I just figured I would get
it out there

1260
00:59:48,638 --> 00:59:51,539
while the getting was good.

1261
00:59:51,541 --> 00:59:53,408
At least you're funny.

1262
00:59:54,744 --> 00:59:56,911
Sort of.

1263
00:59:58,715 --> 01:00:00,648
You're always funny.

1264
01:00:00,650 --> 01:00:02,583
Thanks.

1265
01:00:02,585 --> 01:00:05,653
It's a very...

1266
01:00:05,655 --> 01:00:07,789
Thank you.

1267
01:00:13,195 --> 01:00:15,196
We were just...

1268
01:00:15,198 --> 01:00:17,198
It's okay, I think.

1269
01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:19,100
You know, I mean, we probably
shouldn't have done it,

1270
01:00:19,102 --> 01:00:22,637
let it happen, but...

1271
01:00:22,639 --> 01:00:24,672
You know, we were just kids.

1272
01:00:24,674 --> 01:00:26,707
Don't say that.

1273
01:00:26,709 --> 01:00:29,210
Don't-don't-don't say it
like that, "kids."

1274
01:00:29,212 --> 01:00:30,212
What do you mean?

1275
01:00:30,213 --> 01:00:31,679
I was a kid, me.

1276
01:00:31,681 --> 01:00:34,182
I was a little girl,
but you weren't.

1277
01:00:34,184 --> 01:00:36,551
You were not a child
at all, uh-uh.

1278
01:00:36,553 --> 01:00:37,952
You were sixteen.

1279
01:00:37,954 --> 01:00:40,655
No, I-I...

1280
01:00:40,657 --> 01:00:41,889
September, 23rd of September,

1281
01:00:41,891 --> 01:00:43,758
my birthday, remember?

1282
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:45,193
Three days from now.

1283
01:00:45,195 --> 01:00:46,961
You were already sixteen.

1284
01:00:46,963 --> 01:00:48,463
Yeah, I know, but...

1285
01:00:48,465 --> 01:00:49,864
You were a man. I don't care.

1286
01:00:49,866 --> 01:00:52,099
No matter how you spin it,
you were a man.

1287
01:00:52,101 --> 01:00:54,802
Okay, so maybe you couldn't
vote or go to war,

1288
01:00:54,804 --> 01:00:57,705
but you had a car
and everything.

1289
01:00:57,707 --> 01:01:01,576
You totally knew what
was going on.

1290
01:01:01,578 --> 01:01:04,111
You had no right doing
that to me.

1291
01:01:04,113 --> 01:01:07,782
Not that night or ever.

1292
01:01:07,784 --> 01:01:10,585
Reggie...

1293
01:01:10,587 --> 01:01:12,854
No, you're right.

1294
01:01:20,996 --> 01:01:25,967
I guess I just need to
tell you about it,

1295
01:01:25,969 --> 01:01:28,102
what happened then

1296
01:01:28,104 --> 01:01:29,837
and how it affected me.

1297
01:01:29,839 --> 01:01:31,873
It's just, um, damn hard,

1298
01:01:31,875 --> 01:01:34,075
I don't know, to
let it go, I suppose...

1299
01:01:35,645 --> 01:01:37,845
To let you go.

1300
01:01:37,847 --> 01:01:40,581
I get it, I do and I'm so glad
you did this,

1301
01:01:40,583 --> 01:01:42,116
told me that.

1302
01:01:46,221 --> 01:01:49,090
So, that's it?

1303
01:01:49,092 --> 01:01:51,292
We're just gonna, like,
walk away?

1304
01:01:51,294 --> 01:01:53,961
Listen, I don't care what you
do to me, I'm saying.

1305
01:01:53,963 --> 01:01:55,830
If you want to call someone,
your brother

1306
01:01:55,832 --> 01:01:59,534
or the police even, then
that's fine, so be it.

1307
01:01:59,536 --> 01:02:03,604
I swear to you, at the time,

1308
01:02:03,606 --> 01:02:05,072
I didn't realize.

1309
01:02:05,074 --> 01:02:07,174
You know, you're laughing,
we're laughing

1310
01:02:07,176 --> 01:02:10,311
and it's your birthday
and so, I decided to...

1311
01:02:10,313 --> 01:02:13,781
Give you this kiss, this little,
innocent kiss, but it...

1312
01:02:19,054 --> 01:02:20,688
So forgive me, please.

1313
01:02:20,690 --> 01:02:22,223
That is what I would like,

1314
01:02:22,225 --> 01:02:25,893
is for you to find some way
in your heart to forgive me,

1315
01:02:25,895 --> 01:02:28,796
because...

1316
01:02:28,798 --> 01:02:31,358
I'd just really appreciate it.

1317
01:02:34,803 --> 01:02:37,605
Okay, then.

1318
01:02:43,645 --> 01:02:45,780
It's off the list.

1319
01:02:47,350 --> 01:02:49,684
You're free to go.

1320
01:03:22,250 --> 01:03:25,152
That's what a woman
kisses like.

1321
01:03:25,154 --> 01:03:27,922
You feel the difference?

1322
01:03:27,924 --> 01:03:31,025
Yes, I do.

1323
01:03:31,027 --> 01:03:33,027
Then good.

1324
01:03:45,841 --> 01:03:49,076
♪ Bigger than the sea,
bigger than me ♪

1325
01:03:49,078 --> 01:03:52,380
♪ Love is so wide,
it's bigger than the tide ♪

1326
01:03:52,382 --> 01:03:56,784
♪ And I'm exploding inside

1327
01:03:58,420 --> 01:04:01,422
♪ I trust another boy,
he held me out to dry ♪

1328
01:04:01,424 --> 01:04:05,426
♪ And used me for a good time
and made me lose my mind ♪

1329
01:04:05,428 --> 01:04:09,997
♪ And I feel cold here
in this house ♪

1330
01:04:09,999 --> 01:04:13,901
♪ You say

1331
01:04:13,903 --> 01:04:17,438
♪ you said I'm lovely

1332
01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:20,074
♪ but that doesn't matter

1333
01:04:20,076 --> 01:04:22,143
♪ that doesn't matter

1334
01:04:22,145 --> 01:04:26,213
♪ you say

1335
01:04:26,215 --> 01:04:29,917
♪ you said that you loved me

1336
01:04:29,919 --> 01:04:34,855
♪ but that doesn't matter
anymore ♪

1337
01:04:36,925 --> 01:04:39,060
It wasn't tomorrow, was it?

1338
01:04:39,062 --> 01:04:42,229
I left the paper there with the
details on the counter

1339
01:04:42,231 --> 01:04:44,465
and then when you answered
at the door

1340
01:04:44,467 --> 01:04:46,300
with your hair all wet,
you know...

1341
01:04:46,302 --> 01:04:48,035
Sorry. No, no.

1342
01:04:48,037 --> 01:04:49,470
You're just a bit on the
early side, that's all.

1343
01:04:49,472 --> 01:04:51,038
Anyway, hello.

1344
01:04:51,040 --> 01:04:53,040
Oh, you look great. Hi...

1345
01:04:53,042 --> 01:04:55,209
There. You do too.

1346
01:04:55,211 --> 01:04:57,144
You're... Thanks.

1347
01:04:57,146 --> 01:04:59,313
Oh, God! It's...

1348
01:04:59,315 --> 01:05:00,915
Hello.

1349
01:05:00,917 --> 01:05:02,750
Hi, stranger.

1350
01:05:02,752 --> 01:05:04,819
Yeah, stranger. That's
a good one.

1351
01:05:04,821 --> 01:05:05,953
No, it was today.

1352
01:05:05,955 --> 01:05:08,189
Good. This is it, yes. Yup.

1353
01:05:08,191 --> 01:05:09,423
Is that Dior or something?

1354
01:05:09,425 --> 01:05:11,158
That's great.

1355
01:05:11,160 --> 01:05:12,760
Jeez, you look...

1356
01:05:12,762 --> 01:05:15,029
Well, you know, fantastic.

1357
01:05:15,031 --> 01:05:16,263
Thanks.

1358
01:05:16,265 --> 01:05:18,099
You really do.
Your hair, it's...

1359
01:05:18,101 --> 01:05:19,800
Uh, the same as always,

1360
01:05:19,802 --> 01:05:21,035
highlights.

1361
01:05:21,037 --> 01:05:22,870
But it's longer though.

1362
01:05:22,872 --> 01:05:25,773
My, uh, whatever you call it,
my fiancée, she's got those.

1363
01:05:25,775 --> 01:05:28,008
Oh, really?

1364
01:05:28,010 --> 01:05:30,111
Well, not exactly like that.
She's just got some right here,

1365
01:05:30,113 --> 01:05:31,979
calls it "framing her face."

1366
01:05:31,981 --> 01:05:33,514
That's... Hmm...

1367
01:05:33,516 --> 01:05:35,182
Not as stylish as yours though.

1368
01:05:35,184 --> 01:05:37,017
Your boyfriend...

1369
01:05:37,019 --> 01:05:38,486
I mean, if you're with anyone
now, must really love...

1370
01:05:38,488 --> 01:05:39,987
I'm not.

1371
01:05:41,089 --> 01:05:42,523
You know, on the way over here,

1372
01:05:42,525 --> 01:05:45,392
I had a crazy idea that
she'd be with you,

1373
01:05:45,394 --> 01:05:48,395
the two of you and I'd
have to, you know,

1374
01:05:48,397 --> 01:05:51,132
be on display or something.
I don't know.

1375
01:05:51,134 --> 01:05:53,968
No. God, I would never do that.

1376
01:05:53,970 --> 01:05:55,102
Well, I didn't know
what to think.

1377
01:05:55,104 --> 01:05:56,971
You calling me up
and my parents

1378
01:05:56,973 --> 01:05:59,473
and then that email
with all those details?

1379
01:05:59,475 --> 01:06:01,175
I don't know.

1380
01:06:01,177 --> 01:06:03,177
I'm sorry, but I would
never do that, uh-uh,

1381
01:06:03,179 --> 01:06:05,880
make you feel all
uncomfortable.

1382
01:06:05,882 --> 01:06:09,483
So, I was one of them, huh?

1383
01:06:09,485 --> 01:06:11,385
The lucky ones.

1384
01:06:11,387 --> 01:06:12,553
Well, I don't know about lucky,

1385
01:06:12,555 --> 01:06:15,422
but, uh, yes, Bobbi.

1386
01:06:15,424 --> 01:06:17,291
You came all the way here
to L.A.,

1387
01:06:17,293 --> 01:06:21,562
just because you dreamed
about it once? That's why?

1388
01:06:21,564 --> 01:06:23,798
Not just that, just a dream.

1389
01:06:23,800 --> 01:06:25,199
I'm saying that I, you know,

1390
01:06:25,201 --> 01:06:27,501
I really considered it
there, for a moment,

1391
01:06:27,503 --> 01:06:28,969
pursuing that.

1392
01:06:28,971 --> 01:06:31,939
My sister? Yes, pursuing that.

1393
01:06:31,941 --> 01:06:36,410
But we're... I mean,
we're the same.

1394
01:06:36,412 --> 01:06:39,146
Well, not exactly, no.

1395
01:06:39,148 --> 01:06:41,382
We're twins, identical twins.

1396
01:06:41,384 --> 01:06:43,184
I understand.

1397
01:06:43,186 --> 01:06:45,085
So, it would be
like the same...

1398
01:06:45,087 --> 01:06:47,087
But... It'd be the same.

1399
01:06:50,091 --> 01:06:52,059
It couldn't be. I mean,
not exactly the same.

1400
01:06:52,061 --> 01:06:56,497
No, but, like,
almost identical.

1401
01:06:56,499 --> 01:06:58,232
We're twins.

1402
01:06:58,234 --> 01:07:00,034
I know that. I get that part.

1403
01:07:00,036 --> 01:07:01,468
It's weird.

1404
01:07:01,470 --> 01:07:05,973
I just...
It is hard to explain.

1405
01:07:05,975 --> 01:07:10,110
And that's how I ended up here,
by you just dreaming about it?

1406
01:07:10,112 --> 01:07:11,478
Basically.

1407
01:07:13,482 --> 01:07:16,517
It felt wrong when I started
to think it through,

1408
01:07:16,519 --> 01:07:20,621
so I figured I would just come
down and let you know that.

1409
01:07:23,225 --> 01:07:24,992
It's been awhile.

1410
01:07:24,994 --> 01:07:28,462
Yes. I'm not great with
letters and stuff.

1411
01:07:28,464 --> 01:07:30,264
No, not for a writer.

1412
01:07:30,266 --> 01:07:32,600
True.

1413
01:07:36,605 --> 01:07:40,541
I heard you had a story
in something recently?

1414
01:07:40,543 --> 01:07:42,076
Yes.

1415
01:07:42,078 --> 01:07:43,544
I never saw it. No, you didn't?

1416
01:07:43,546 --> 01:07:47,548
Uh... it went over well, yeah.

1417
01:07:47,550 --> 01:07:49,183
I was very well received.

1418
01:07:49,185 --> 01:07:50,651
Um, I'm sure I've got
a copy in my...

1419
01:07:50,653 --> 01:07:51,653
No, that's okay.

1420
01:07:51,654 --> 01:07:53,254
No?

1421
01:07:53,256 --> 01:07:55,990
I don't read much, not anymore,

1422
01:07:55,992 --> 01:07:59,126
except x-rays. Right.

1423
01:07:59,128 --> 01:08:03,130
So, anyway, yes. You start
to make all these plans,

1424
01:08:03,132 --> 01:08:06,133
wedding plans and your life
begins...

1425
01:08:06,135 --> 01:08:08,535
Part of your life, anyways,
begins to come back up for you.

1426
01:08:08,537 --> 01:08:10,237
Like vomit?

1427
01:08:10,239 --> 01:08:12,172
No.

1428
01:08:12,174 --> 01:08:14,541
But it kind of eats
away at you,

1429
01:08:14,543 --> 01:08:17,544
as your picking out your tux
and your Cancun tickets.

1430
01:08:17,546 --> 01:08:19,347
So I just thought I would
try to jump in there

1431
01:08:19,348 --> 01:08:22,416
and try to right some wrongs,
be proactive about it.

1432
01:08:22,418 --> 01:08:25,185
So, how many people are
you seeing?

1433
01:08:25,187 --> 01:08:26,553
You're the fourth.

1434
01:08:26,555 --> 01:08:29,290
Well, no. I actually...

1435
01:08:29,292 --> 01:08:33,027
No, yeah. This is
the fourth stop.

1436
01:08:33,029 --> 01:08:34,395
And I'm sorry, I'm a
little slow here.

1437
01:08:34,397 --> 01:08:37,264
But I'm here because of...

1438
01:08:38,934 --> 01:08:40,701
Because of the Billie thing?

1439
01:08:40,703 --> 01:08:43,137
No, because you're
important to me.

1440
01:08:43,139 --> 01:08:47,207
See, I started by
making a chart.

1441
01:08:47,209 --> 01:08:49,276
Um, are you sure you
want to hear this?

1442
01:08:49,278 --> 01:08:51,245
Oh, yeah. Okay.

1443
01:08:51,247 --> 01:08:53,681
I realized pretty quickly that,

1444
01:08:53,683 --> 01:08:56,116
well, basically, I had
a fair number

1445
01:08:56,118 --> 01:08:58,218
of women to choose from,
a group of many.

1446
01:08:58,220 --> 01:09:00,721
Do you understand? Lots.

1447
01:09:00,723 --> 01:09:03,724
And I wrote down the
names of the ones

1448
01:09:03,726 --> 01:09:07,061
that I felt remotely responsible
for our problems.

1449
01:09:07,063 --> 01:09:09,263
After a bunch of revisions...
Yeah?

1450
01:09:09,265 --> 01:09:11,665
I narrowed it down
to, like, the finals,

1451
01:09:11,667 --> 01:09:13,434
the top five or so,

1452
01:09:13,436 --> 01:09:16,737
the ones that I felt were
truly instrumental,

1453
01:09:16,739 --> 01:09:19,239
pivotal. Huh...

1454
01:09:19,241 --> 01:09:20,574
I mean, essential...

1455
01:09:20,576 --> 01:09:24,578
To me and where I'm at
now as a person.

1456
01:09:24,580 --> 01:09:27,748
I see.

1457
01:09:27,750 --> 01:09:29,750
Well, I'm glad I made the cut.

1458
01:09:29,752 --> 01:09:33,120
What are you... Bobbi, I mean,

1459
01:09:33,122 --> 01:09:35,589
you were easily
up near the front.

1460
01:09:35,591 --> 01:09:38,192
You-you were the front.

1461
01:09:41,496 --> 01:09:43,664
Do you... I'm a little...
Do you want anything?

1462
01:09:45,734 --> 01:09:49,236
So, you never heard about her?

1463
01:09:49,238 --> 01:09:51,338
Who? My sister.

1464
01:09:51,340 --> 01:09:54,008
No. I remember she was
going to go

1465
01:09:54,010 --> 01:09:55,676
do that internship over
in Europe.

1466
01:09:55,678 --> 01:09:57,644
Mm-hmm, she did. That's great.

1467
01:09:57,646 --> 01:09:59,480
She went for a couple
of months.

1468
01:09:59,482 --> 01:10:01,081
Nice.

1469
01:10:01,083 --> 01:10:04,218
She came back and went
to Stanford, actually.

1470
01:10:04,220 --> 01:10:06,020
That's a good school.

1471
01:10:06,022 --> 01:10:07,421
And then she got the...

1472
01:10:09,424 --> 01:10:11,025
She got cancer.

1473
01:10:11,027 --> 01:10:14,395
Shit. What?

1474
01:10:14,397 --> 01:10:15,397
Yeah.

1475
01:10:15,398 --> 01:10:17,031
Really?

1476
01:10:17,033 --> 01:10:19,233
Leukemia and died.

1477
01:10:23,204 --> 01:10:27,141
I think that's what drove me
to get into medicine.

1478
01:10:29,344 --> 01:10:32,646
I... Jesus, Bobbi.

1479
01:10:32,648 --> 01:10:35,315
I'm sorry.

1480
01:10:35,317 --> 01:10:37,618
The funny thing was,

1481
01:10:37,620 --> 01:10:40,087
of all the, you know,
people she knew,

1482
01:10:40,089 --> 01:10:43,657
because she was a really
popular girl, Billie,

1483
01:10:43,659 --> 01:10:47,795
those last few days, when she
was rolling in and out of...

1484
01:10:47,797 --> 01:10:50,831
Billie was asking for you.

1485
01:10:50,833 --> 01:10:53,267
She wanted you.

1486
01:10:53,269 --> 01:10:54,535
What?

1487
01:10:54,537 --> 01:10:56,103
She did.

1488
01:10:58,473 --> 01:11:01,809
I don't... why would she?

1489
01:11:01,811 --> 01:11:03,377
I don't know.

1490
01:11:03,379 --> 01:11:05,646
And that's what I could
never figure out.

1491
01:11:05,648 --> 01:11:09,716
But then when you emailed
and said that...

1492
01:11:09,718 --> 01:11:12,186
Bobbi, nothing... I'm telling
the truth here.

1493
01:11:12,188 --> 01:11:14,321
Nothing happened. I never...

1494
01:11:14,323 --> 01:11:15,323
Are you sure?

1495
01:11:15,324 --> 01:11:17,224
No. I mean, yes,

1496
01:11:17,226 --> 01:11:19,293
absolutely, of course.

1497
01:11:19,295 --> 01:11:21,528
This is a horrible shock.

1498
01:11:21,530 --> 01:11:23,530
Oh, my God.

1499
01:11:25,433 --> 01:11:27,801
Well, don't take it too hard.

1500
01:11:29,737 --> 01:11:32,673
I'm just messing with you.

1501
01:11:36,345 --> 01:11:38,612
She lives up near
Santa Barbara.

1502
01:11:38,614 --> 01:11:40,614
What are you... I mean, wh...

1503
01:11:40,616 --> 01:11:43,517
Look, I'm sorry, but I
couldn't help it.

1504
01:11:43,519 --> 01:11:45,886
I mean, why the hell
would you do that?

1505
01:11:45,888 --> 01:11:48,255
Oh, come on, please.
Listen to yourself.

1506
01:11:48,257 --> 01:11:49,623
"Right some wrongs?"

1507
01:11:49,625 --> 01:11:50,858
I am.

1508
01:11:50,860 --> 01:11:52,326
You are...
I mean, I'm trying to.

1509
01:11:52,328 --> 01:11:53,527
You're looking up old
girlfriends,

1510
01:11:53,529 --> 01:11:54,862
that's all your doing.

1511
01:11:54,864 --> 01:11:57,231
No, I'm not. Don't, seriously.

1512
01:11:57,233 --> 01:11:59,566
I mean, we're grownups here,
for the most part,

1513
01:11:59,568 --> 01:12:01,268
at least I am.

1514
01:12:01,270 --> 01:12:03,337
Jesus! That is not
a nice thing to do.

1515
01:12:03,339 --> 01:12:04,371
Don't do that!

1516
01:12:04,373 --> 01:12:05,405
God!

1517
01:12:05,407 --> 01:12:06,640
Cancer?

1518
01:12:06,642 --> 01:12:09,610
Look, you're an okay guy.

1519
01:12:09,612 --> 01:12:11,345
I liked you a lot,

1520
01:12:11,347 --> 01:12:12,679
back however many years ago,

1521
01:12:12,681 --> 01:12:14,581
but I don't want this
other memory,

1522
01:12:14,583 --> 01:12:16,517
this thing you're doing here,

1523
01:12:16,519 --> 01:12:18,819
to be the last image
I have of you. I don't.

1524
01:12:18,821 --> 01:12:21,355
I just wanted to say that I've
really been thinking about this

1525
01:12:21,357 --> 01:12:24,158
and I had to see you to
look in your face...

1526
01:12:24,160 --> 01:12:27,261
See me, talk to me,
ask for my sister's number,

1527
01:12:27,263 --> 01:12:28,862
shit, I don't care.

1528
01:12:28,864 --> 01:12:31,398
Just don't do some
pathetic thing,

1529
01:12:31,400 --> 01:12:33,200
like pretending to
smooth things over...

1530
01:12:33,202 --> 01:12:34,601
I'm not...
As if you're just dying inside

1531
01:12:34,603 --> 01:12:36,170
to make it all good between us.
I am.

1532
01:12:36,172 --> 01:12:39,806
Don't do that.
I really do want to.

1533
01:12:39,808 --> 01:12:42,676
I do. Bobbi, I've
always wanted to.

1534
01:12:47,515 --> 01:12:51,318
This is not one
of those moments

1535
01:12:51,320 --> 01:12:53,820
where I'm really hoping that
you'll kiss me, okay?

1536
01:12:57,292 --> 01:12:59,860
What I was trying to do in this
case, was to let you know

1537
01:12:59,862 --> 01:13:01,862
that I never did that,
okay? Went after your sister.

1538
01:13:01,864 --> 01:13:05,966
Or anybody else for that matter,
because I liked you so much.

1539
01:13:05,968 --> 01:13:07,868
I respected you.

1540
01:13:07,870 --> 01:13:10,470
I see.

1541
01:13:10,472 --> 01:13:13,207
And did you lose respect for me

1542
01:13:13,209 --> 01:13:15,742
when you got out there
to Chicago or something?

1543
01:13:15,744 --> 01:13:17,945
Because all that respect
you had for me...

1544
01:13:17,947 --> 01:13:19,379
No, not at all.

1545
01:13:19,381 --> 01:13:20,547
Then how come I didn't
hear from you?

1546
01:13:20,549 --> 01:13:22,449
That's the one thing

1547
01:13:22,451 --> 01:13:26,987
I never could quite...
I mean, you just took off.

1548
01:13:26,989 --> 01:13:30,257
Because I... I met someone.

1549
01:13:32,260 --> 01:13:33,427
Oh.

1550
01:13:33,429 --> 01:13:37,264
Yes. I met this other, uh...

1551
01:13:37,266 --> 01:13:38,832
I sort of hooked up with
another girl out there

1552
01:13:38,834 --> 01:13:42,302
and well, you know how I feel

1553
01:13:42,304 --> 01:13:44,605
about the whole monogamy
thing, so...

1554
01:13:44,607 --> 01:13:46,373
You were supposed to be
being monogamous with me.

1555
01:13:46,375 --> 01:13:48,008
Right, but I...

1556
01:13:48,010 --> 01:13:49,876
So, you just ran off with her?

1557
01:13:49,878 --> 01:13:51,745
I mean, who was she?
That you would just...

1558
01:13:51,747 --> 01:13:52,846
Just a girl. Just some...

1559
01:13:52,848 --> 01:13:54,348
Some girl, that's all.

1560
01:13:54,350 --> 01:13:55,449
Some girl that you...

1561
01:13:55,451 --> 01:13:57,618
Yes, that I did that
to you with.

1562
01:13:57,620 --> 01:13:59,419
It was a mistake.

1563
01:13:59,421 --> 01:14:02,623
I have a little bit of a history
there, doing that kind of thing.

1564
01:14:02,625 --> 01:14:06,260
See, now I get it.

1565
01:14:06,262 --> 01:14:08,762
After all this time, I now get

1566
01:14:08,764 --> 01:14:10,931
what one phone call would
have taken care of.

1567
01:14:10,933 --> 01:14:12,366
I should have called you.

1568
01:14:12,368 --> 01:14:14,034
You know, I tried to
dozens of times...

1569
01:14:14,036 --> 01:14:15,302
That would have helped.

1570
01:14:15,304 --> 01:14:16,737
And I kept hanging up.

1571
01:14:16,739 --> 01:14:18,772
I would ring you and then
I would chicken out.

1572
01:14:18,774 --> 01:14:20,841
I didn't want you
not to like me.

1573
01:14:23,378 --> 01:14:26,046
But you didn't really want me
to like you though either.

1574
01:14:26,048 --> 01:14:27,914
True? Sort of.

1575
01:14:27,916 --> 01:14:30,817
It was complicated.

1576
01:14:30,819 --> 01:14:33,754
So, you sort of, just
disappeared on me there.

1577
01:14:33,756 --> 01:14:35,589
I mean, I figured it out
that you must have...

1578
01:14:35,591 --> 01:14:37,357
Yeah, I went with
a clean break.

1579
01:14:37,359 --> 01:14:39,526
I didn't want to muddy it up
with a bunch of talking.

1580
01:14:43,399 --> 01:14:44,798
Okay.

1581
01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:47,334
Um... I think...

1582
01:14:47,336 --> 01:14:49,670
Well, I think we're probably
done here, aren't we?

1583
01:14:49,672 --> 01:14:51,938
What? No.

1584
01:14:51,940 --> 01:14:53,540
Here.

1585
01:14:53,542 --> 01:14:56,576
It's a gift certificate

1586
01:14:56,578 --> 01:14:58,679
for Williams-Sonoma.

1587
01:14:58,681 --> 01:15:00,447
No, I can't accept...

1588
01:15:00,449 --> 01:15:01,948
You said you're registered
there.

1589
01:15:01,950 --> 01:15:03,817
Stop it. I can't accept it.
Just take it.

1590
01:15:03,819 --> 01:15:05,319
Look, please don't be an asshole
about this too, all right?

1591
01:15:05,321 --> 01:15:06,820
Listen, listen, listen.
Just take it.

1592
01:15:06,822 --> 01:15:08,588
What I said before was true,
my reason for being here.

1593
01:15:08,590 --> 01:15:09,956
Yeah, really?

1594
01:15:09,958 --> 01:15:11,758
Yes, absolutely.

1595
01:15:11,760 --> 01:15:14,361
I can't go forward in whatever,

1596
01:15:14,363 --> 01:15:16,096
my life or any of that,

1597
01:15:16,098 --> 01:15:17,831
without us first getting
to the...

1598
01:15:18,867 --> 01:15:20,701
Listen, listen.

1599
01:15:20,703 --> 01:15:24,438
Bobbi, please don't let a
misunderstanding from the past,

1600
01:15:24,440 --> 01:15:26,540
this sort of rotten behaviour
on my side,

1601
01:15:26,542 --> 01:15:28,442
ruin our reunion here.

1602
01:15:28,444 --> 01:15:31,712
I do feel bad about what I did
to you, my part in all that.

1603
01:15:31,714 --> 01:15:33,547
Which part? The fantasies
about my sister?

1604
01:15:33,549 --> 01:15:36,483
Or the dumping me for some
other girl at random part?

1605
01:15:36,485 --> 01:15:37,584
Probably all of it.

1606
01:15:37,586 --> 01:15:38,852
What?

1607
01:15:38,854 --> 01:15:40,721
If I was to really examine it,

1608
01:15:40,723 --> 01:15:41,822
to really, really get down...

1609
01:15:41,824 --> 01:15:43,557
You never really do, do you?

1610
01:15:43,559 --> 01:15:45,058
The work, I mean. Not ever.

1611
01:15:45,060 --> 01:15:46,960
Well, what is this if it's
not me trying to?

1612
01:15:46,962 --> 01:15:49,863
Oh, this isn't work. No,
not what you're doing here.

1613
01:15:49,865 --> 01:15:51,832
Don't say that. I am trying...

1614
01:15:51,834 --> 01:15:53,800
You're making sure you haven't
missed out on something.

1615
01:15:53,802 --> 01:15:55,602
That's exactly what
you're doing.

1616
01:15:55,604 --> 01:15:57,070
No, I'm not.

1617
01:15:57,072 --> 01:15:58,939
Yes, you want to know that
this nurse of yours...

1618
01:15:58,941 --> 01:16:01,041
Isn't that what you said
she studies?

1619
01:16:01,043 --> 01:16:03,777
That she's the best
deal you can get,

1620
01:16:03,779 --> 01:16:07,114
that she's the nicest,
the sweetest, the prettiest.

1621
01:16:07,116 --> 01:16:08,116
No, that's not true.

1622
01:16:08,117 --> 01:16:09,883
Bullshit! Bullshit.

1623
01:16:09,885 --> 01:16:11,885
I know you.

1624
01:16:15,823 --> 01:16:19,493
I'd just love... Ew.

1625
01:16:19,495 --> 01:16:21,027
What?

1626
01:16:21,029 --> 01:16:23,997
To know how many you
actually had on your...

1627
01:16:23,999 --> 01:16:26,500
Seriously, how many?
How many girls?

1628
01:16:26,502 --> 01:16:29,536
I mean, I bet the sum total
is pretty staggering.

1629
01:16:29,538 --> 01:16:31,571
Think whatever you want.
Oh, I will.

1630
01:16:31,573 --> 01:16:32,906
Okay, go ahead, do.

1631
01:16:32,908 --> 01:16:34,674
I do and I'm going to.

1632
01:16:34,676 --> 01:16:38,645
Fine. Jesus Christ, can we at
least be civilized about this?

1633
01:16:38,647 --> 01:16:42,816
I mean, God, even if we
just end up as, you know...

1634
01:16:42,818 --> 01:16:45,185
Friends? You were not just
about to say that, were you?

1635
01:16:45,187 --> 01:16:46,720
Huh?

1636
01:16:46,722 --> 01:16:49,589
What... I don't need
any friends.

1637
01:16:49,591 --> 01:16:51,191
Or, let me be more specific.

1638
01:16:51,193 --> 01:16:53,493
I do not need you.

1639
01:16:53,495 --> 01:16:55,729
Well, that is not very nice.

1640
01:16:55,731 --> 01:16:58,198
Well, I wasn't trying
to be nice, not at all.

1641
01:16:58,200 --> 01:17:00,467
I'm serious.

1642
01:17:00,469 --> 01:17:03,036
I mean, why would I want
to be pals with you?

1643
01:17:03,038 --> 01:17:06,773
Huh? Buddies? Especially now.

1644
01:17:06,775 --> 01:17:08,942
I barely wanted to see you.

1645
01:17:08,944 --> 01:17:11,645
God!

1646
01:17:11,647 --> 01:17:15,649
You were always this
grandiose guy,

1647
01:17:15,651 --> 01:17:17,717
but I had no idea,
not until this moment,

1648
01:17:17,719 --> 01:17:19,619
that it might actually be
pathological.

1649
01:17:19,621 --> 01:17:22,556
So, no, I think friends
is off the list.

1650
01:17:22,558 --> 01:17:25,158
Shit. Look, I... What?

1651
01:17:25,160 --> 01:17:27,694
I always meant well.

1652
01:17:27,696 --> 01:17:29,463
Fuck you.

1653
01:17:29,465 --> 01:17:31,131
That's pathetic.

1654
01:17:31,133 --> 01:17:35,602
Oppenheimer meant well,
pol pot meant well.

1655
01:17:35,604 --> 01:17:38,705
It's not about the meaning.
It's about the doing.

1656
01:17:38,707 --> 01:17:40,173
Guys always mean well,

1657
01:17:40,175 --> 01:17:42,876
right before they screw somebody over.
Come on.

1658
01:17:42,878 --> 01:17:44,211
What? That is not, uh...

1659
01:17:44,213 --> 01:17:45,679
Not what? Not what?!

1660
01:17:45,681 --> 01:17:47,214
You think it's all right,

1661
01:17:47,216 --> 01:17:50,550
just because it's one person
rather than a dozen

1662
01:17:50,552 --> 01:17:51,885
or a million?

1663
01:17:51,887 --> 01:17:54,020
When-when is hurting okay?

1664
01:17:54,022 --> 01:17:56,156
Only when you say so?

1665
01:17:56,158 --> 01:17:57,757
Or is it just open season?

1666
01:17:57,759 --> 01:17:59,860
All of us going at it,
in any way we see fit?

1667
01:17:59,862 --> 01:18:01,261
Look, I am not saying
it's okay to hurt...

1668
01:18:01,263 --> 01:18:03,196
Seriously... But you can't,

1669
01:18:03,198 --> 01:18:05,065
you cannot equate, like,

1670
01:18:05,067 --> 01:18:07,734
some war with me
not calling you.

1671
01:18:07,736 --> 01:18:09,202
Why not? Who says I can't?

1672
01:18:09,204 --> 01:18:11,271
In fact, I already did,
just now

1673
01:18:11,273 --> 01:18:13,139
and I'm going to
stand by it, I am,

1674
01:18:13,141 --> 01:18:15,642
because when you do
what you do,

1675
01:18:15,644 --> 01:18:17,978
which it sounds like
you've done a lot,

1676
01:18:17,980 --> 01:18:21,147
people get hurt, injured.

1677
01:18:21,149 --> 01:18:25,252
A bit of them, some piece,
it dies.

1678
01:18:25,254 --> 01:18:30,156
They lose something that will
never come back, not ever,

1679
01:18:30,158 --> 01:18:33,660
this part that you decide

1680
01:18:33,662 --> 01:18:36,129
you just take from them
and damage,

1681
01:18:36,131 --> 01:18:38,732
piss on.
I didn't take anything.

1682
01:18:38,734 --> 01:18:42,569
You did! From me you did.

1683
01:18:45,873 --> 01:18:47,274
Maybe not what you thought,

1684
01:18:47,276 --> 01:18:49,776
but you did do that.

1685
01:18:52,146 --> 01:18:55,081
And you didn't care.

1686
01:18:55,083 --> 01:18:59,553
You didn't even
look back. And that,

1687
01:18:59,555 --> 01:19:02,689
it makes you more than
just an ex-boyfriend.

1688
01:19:02,691 --> 01:19:05,792
You're like a killer

1689
01:19:05,794 --> 01:19:10,130
or an assassin or some
emotional terrorist, who...

1690
01:19:16,203 --> 01:19:20,140
No. You know... you know
what the truth of it is?

1691
01:19:20,142 --> 01:19:22,342
All the stuff you do,

1692
01:19:22,344 --> 01:19:25,345
it makes you a not
very nice person.

1693
01:19:27,248 --> 01:19:30,350
And that's as bad as it gets,
as far as I'm concerned.

1694
01:19:32,353 --> 01:19:34,120
Bobbi, this is not what
I wanted to happen.

1695
01:19:34,122 --> 01:19:36,189
Well then, surprise.

1696
01:19:36,191 --> 01:19:37,857
Wait a second. Wait,
wait, wait, wait.

1697
01:19:37,859 --> 01:19:39,593
Just wait a second.
Please don't leave.

1698
01:19:39,595 --> 01:19:41,995
Listen, I ran away and all
that shit. Yes, I know that.

1699
01:19:41,997 --> 01:19:44,364
But I did look back.

1700
01:19:44,366 --> 01:19:48,335
I have been searching for
a way back ever since.

1701
01:19:48,337 --> 01:19:50,971
Bobbi, my entire life
since knowing you,

1702
01:19:50,973 --> 01:19:53,306
it's been devoted to finding
somebody like you.

1703
01:19:53,308 --> 01:19:57,777
It's so obvious to me now.
Look.

1704
01:19:57,779 --> 01:19:59,179
Look.

1705
01:20:00,815 --> 01:20:02,616
She's pretty.

1706
01:20:02,618 --> 01:20:03,984
No, what I mean...
Thank you, but no.

1707
01:20:03,986 --> 01:20:05,251
What I mean is, a little
similar, huh?

1708
01:20:05,253 --> 01:20:06,953
Yeah, she's even in medicine.

1709
01:20:06,955 --> 01:20:10,690
I've been deluding myself
this entire time.

1710
01:20:12,827 --> 01:20:15,228
What we had... Have,

1711
01:20:15,230 --> 01:20:16,663
what there is between us,

1712
01:20:16,665 --> 01:20:18,832
it is undeniable.

1713
01:20:27,308 --> 01:20:28,942
Then why didn't you come back?

1714
01:20:28,944 --> 01:20:30,910
I mean before now, huh? Why?

1715
01:20:30,912 --> 01:20:32,379
Yes, that is an
excellent question

1716
01:20:32,381 --> 01:20:35,749
and the truth of it is,
I just wasn't ready.

1717
01:20:35,751 --> 01:20:37,283
The best thing in my life

1718
01:20:37,285 --> 01:20:39,753
comes over to me in the
student union one day

1719
01:20:39,755 --> 01:20:43,156
and sits down across from me
with her lunch.

1720
01:20:43,158 --> 01:20:46,092
I'm twenty years old.
It's my only defence.

1721
01:20:46,094 --> 01:20:50,130
I was a kid and I just...
I messed up.

1722
01:20:50,132 --> 01:20:52,666
Bobbi, I messed up.
I just... what can I say?

1723
01:20:52,668 --> 01:20:54,668
No, I can't... I do not
accept that.

1724
01:20:54,670 --> 01:20:55,702
But it's the truth!

1725
01:20:55,704 --> 01:20:56,936
I don't care!

1726
01:20:56,938 --> 01:20:59,939
No. No.

1727
01:20:59,941 --> 01:21:01,441
Just wait, just wait. Don't.

1728
01:21:01,443 --> 01:21:02,809
Wait. Okay, just hang on.

1729
01:21:02,811 --> 01:21:04,310
Wait a second. Stop.

1730
01:21:04,312 --> 01:21:05,912
Don't do that. Just listen
to me for a second.

1731
01:21:05,914 --> 01:21:08,415
Don't do some last
ditch, shitty thing

1732
01:21:08,417 --> 01:21:09,949
that we're both going
to be sorry for.

1733
01:21:09,951 --> 01:21:11,991
Just listen, I just
want to talk to you.

1734
01:21:16,190 --> 01:21:17,390
What the hell is that? Hmm?

1735
01:21:17,392 --> 01:21:19,192
It's just a... this is
just a...

1736
01:21:19,194 --> 01:21:20,393
It's just a mic.

1737
01:21:20,395 --> 01:21:22,929
A mic? Like a...
Like a microphone?

1738
01:21:22,931 --> 01:21:24,164
Why is there a...

1739
01:21:24,166 --> 01:21:25,465
Because, I-I...

1740
01:21:25,467 --> 01:21:26,933
Are you recording this,

1741
01:21:26,935 --> 01:21:28,802
what we're saying
to each other?

1742
01:21:28,804 --> 01:21:30,737
Yes, I am taping,
but it is not...

1743
01:21:30,739 --> 01:21:32,338
Why? Why? Why would you...

1744
01:21:32,340 --> 01:21:33,873
But it is not... Don't!

1745
01:21:33,875 --> 01:21:37,410
I will sit here while
you explain, I will.

1746
01:21:37,412 --> 01:21:38,978
Go ahead, try.

1747
01:21:38,980 --> 01:21:41,081
Yes, I am taping,
but it's for work.

1748
01:21:41,083 --> 01:21:42,415
I'm writing this piece
for <i>esquire</i>

1749
01:21:42,417 --> 01:21:44,150
and that's it, that's all.

1750
01:21:44,152 --> 01:21:45,852
It doesn't really have
anything to do with...

1751
01:21:45,854 --> 01:21:48,221
What I said about seeing you again is true.
Yeah?

1752
01:21:48,223 --> 01:21:50,423
All my feelings for you,
completely.

1753
01:21:50,425 --> 01:21:53,059
Yeah? Really? Yes, absolutely.

1754
01:21:53,061 --> 01:21:55,128
Wait, wait. Look, look,
I know this seems bad.

1755
01:21:55,130 --> 01:21:56,362
I know that, but I just...

1756
01:21:56,364 --> 01:21:57,931
Will you just give me
a break here

1757
01:21:57,933 --> 01:22:00,900
and hear me out?

1758
01:22:05,973 --> 01:22:09,375
All right, okay.

1759
01:22:09,377 --> 01:22:11,111
Good.

1760
01:22:11,113 --> 01:22:13,346
First off, I acknowledge that
you may not agree with this.

1761
01:22:13,348 --> 01:22:17,417
You may feel that what I do
is pornography almost or...

1762
01:22:17,419 --> 01:22:21,154
But either way, whether
I am a shit,

1763
01:22:21,156 --> 01:22:24,424
or a fearless cartographer
of the soul...

1764
01:22:24,426 --> 01:22:26,292
I mean, I had a review that
said that very thing, I did.

1765
01:22:26,294 --> 01:22:30,029
But no one is in anyway exempt

1766
01:22:30,031 --> 01:22:31,965
from screwing up
once and awhile.

1767
01:22:31,967 --> 01:22:34,868
So, okay, I've done
a host of things that,

1768
01:22:34,870 --> 01:22:37,003
if you nitpick, absolutely,

1769
01:22:37,005 --> 01:22:39,506
they look awful stacked up
end on end.

1770
01:22:39,508 --> 01:22:42,108
But... I don't want to keep
getting all sidetracked here.

1771
01:22:42,110 --> 01:22:46,179
The point being, I really did
desire to see you again, I did.

1772
01:22:46,181 --> 01:22:50,517
And maybe you'd make a buck
or two off of it, right?

1773
01:22:50,519 --> 01:22:53,086
Okay, you smoked me out.
So, bully for you.

1774
01:22:53,088 --> 01:22:56,856
I sometimes use the people
around me to get story ideas

1775
01:22:56,858 --> 01:22:58,291
and help further my career.

1776
01:22:58,293 --> 01:23:00,860
Well, Bobbi, that makes
me an American, frankly.

1777
01:23:00,862 --> 01:23:02,195
That's about it.

1778
01:23:02,197 --> 01:23:04,164
Look, I write amusing
little tales,

1779
01:23:04,166 --> 01:23:07,167
while changing the names of
everybody that's involved

1780
01:23:07,169 --> 01:23:10,837
and I don't see who's hurt
by it, I really don't.

1781
01:23:10,839 --> 01:23:15,175
I'm not, you know, doing this
all haphazardly or something.

1782
01:23:15,177 --> 01:23:16,810
It's for <i>esquire.</i>

1783
01:23:16,812 --> 01:23:18,478
Now, just because I am
an author,

1784
01:23:18,480 --> 01:23:23,449
does not mean I am not capable
of having human... stuff.

1785
01:23:23,451 --> 01:23:25,919
I can't help it if I'm complex.

1786
01:23:25,921 --> 01:23:28,054
But I'm not sick.

1787
01:23:28,056 --> 01:23:29,889
I'm not evil, Bobbi.

1788
01:23:29,891 --> 01:23:32,125
I may be a bunch of things,
but I'm not that.

1789
01:23:32,127 --> 01:23:35,295
And I'm not trying to take away
anything from what I did.

1790
01:23:35,297 --> 01:23:38,364
I did such a stupid thing back
so many years ago,

1791
01:23:38,366 --> 01:23:39,933
but I was just...

1792
01:23:39,935 --> 01:23:42,602
Young and goofy

1793
01:23:42,604 --> 01:23:45,338
and you know, those were
my good qualities.

1794
01:23:45,340 --> 01:23:49,442
Bobbi, I am a guy.
I am bad at this.

1795
01:23:49,444 --> 01:23:51,911
I found the single
greatest person

1796
01:23:51,913 --> 01:23:53,513
I could ever imagine
being near,

1797
01:23:53,515 --> 01:23:55,849
I mean standing near even.

1798
01:23:55,851 --> 01:23:57,851
And she liked me, me

1799
01:23:57,853 --> 01:23:59,052
and that just...
It didn't compute.

1800
01:23:59,054 --> 01:24:00,453
It did not make sense,

1801
01:24:00,455 --> 01:24:02,121
no matter what she said to me.

1802
01:24:02,123 --> 01:24:04,490
So, I just... I made myself
believe it wasn't true

1803
01:24:04,492 --> 01:24:09,229
and I ran away, like some
three year old child would do.

1804
01:24:11,599 --> 01:24:16,102
But I've grown up since then,
I have.

1805
01:24:16,104 --> 01:24:19,239
All this being with other women
and writing about it

1806
01:24:19,241 --> 01:24:22,475
and telling myself I should go
visit my past before I marry,

1807
01:24:22,477 --> 01:24:24,510
that's all about you.

1808
01:24:24,512 --> 01:24:26,112
I don't care if you buy that

1809
01:24:26,114 --> 01:24:27,513
or you laugh in my face
or you hate me.

1810
01:24:27,515 --> 01:24:29,515
I need you.

1811
01:24:32,553 --> 01:24:34,254
No way I'm going to top that,

1812
01:24:34,256 --> 01:24:36,289
so I will just leave it off
right there.

1813
01:24:36,291 --> 01:24:39,926
It's you, not your sister,

1814
01:24:39,928 --> 01:24:41,527
not anybody else I've
ever known,

1815
01:24:41,529 --> 01:24:45,131
not even this girl I'm
supposed to marry, no one.

1816
01:24:45,133 --> 01:24:47,333
Just you.

1817
01:24:52,273 --> 01:24:54,607
I wish you'd say something.

1818
01:24:58,979 --> 01:25:00,680
It's very late.

1819
01:25:04,051 --> 01:25:07,186
Okay. Is that metaphoric or...

1820
01:25:07,188 --> 01:25:11,357
It's kind of all encompassing.
It's, um...

1821
01:25:11,359 --> 01:25:14,160
It's late.

1822
01:25:14,162 --> 01:25:17,430
Yeah, but we got...

1823
01:25:17,432 --> 01:25:20,033
What are you saying here?

1824
01:25:20,035 --> 01:25:24,037
Nothing.

1825
01:25:24,039 --> 01:25:25,538
I have to go.

1826
01:25:32,446 --> 01:25:35,715
It's for $100, the gift.

1827
01:25:53,200 --> 01:25:57,036
No, I'm fine. Yeah, yeah.

1828
01:25:57,038 --> 01:25:58,671
Work was good.

1829
01:25:58,673 --> 01:26:01,341
Yeah, yes. But guess what?

1830
01:26:01,343 --> 01:26:04,410
I am catching a flight
right now.

1831
01:26:04,412 --> 01:26:07,447
Why? Because I miss you,
that's why.

1832
01:26:07,449 --> 01:26:10,216
Hey, I love you too. Yes, I do.

1833
01:26:10,218 --> 01:26:11,751
I do so much.

1834
01:26:11,753 --> 01:26:14,754
Well, always and always
and always, yes.

1835
01:26:17,092 --> 01:26:19,292
Always.

1836
01:26:19,294 --> 01:26:21,227
I got to go. Okay, bye.

1837
01:26:34,008 --> 01:26:38,244
♪ What did that bad man
put in you? ♪

1838
01:26:38,246 --> 01:26:42,582
♪ Did those rotten kids
cross a line? ♪

1839
01:26:42,584 --> 01:26:45,785
♪ I'm afraid I'll never
understand, baby ♪

1840
01:26:45,787 --> 01:26:49,655
♪ I'm so sorry you had
such a bad time ♪

1841
01:26:49,657 --> 01:26:53,559
♪ Well, I've done some truly
awful things ♪

1842
01:26:53,561 --> 01:26:58,097
♪ And you must be very
terrified ♪

1843
01:26:58,099 --> 01:27:02,201
♪ Well you have every reason
to be frightened ♪

1844
01:27:02,203 --> 01:27:05,805
♪ Since you been reading
my mind ♪

1845
01:27:05,807 --> 01:27:10,276
♪ Who am I to deny
this moment? ♪

1846
01:27:10,278 --> 01:27:14,047
♪ And who am I to even
question it? ♪

1847
01:27:14,049 --> 01:27:17,817
♪ There is a cross on
a Mountain, baby ♪

1848
01:27:17,819 --> 01:27:22,488
♪ There is a cross glowing
over your head ♪

1849
01:27:22,490 --> 01:27:26,359
♪ Please break this spell
you have me under ♪

1850
01:27:29,163 --> 01:27:34,167
♪ Every heart is
a lonesome hunter ♪

1851
01:27:36,670 --> 01:27:41,641
♪ Please break this spell
you have me under ♪

1852
01:27:43,610 --> 01:27:45,178
♪ Oh, yes

1853
01:27:45,180 --> 01:27:50,183
♪ every heart is
a lonesome hunter ♪

1854
01:28:14,775 --> 01:28:18,744
♪ Sparrows at your window

1855
01:28:18,746 --> 01:28:22,615
♪ starlings at your door

1856
01:28:22,617 --> 01:28:26,519
♪ magpies wherever we go

1857
01:28:26,521 --> 01:28:29,755
♪ is it blackbirds
forevermore? ♪

1858
01:28:29,757 --> 01:28:34,293
♪ Well I'm standing holding
my head ♪

1859
01:28:34,295 --> 01:28:38,531
♪ And I'm staring through
a hole in your head ♪

1860
01:28:38,533 --> 01:28:41,801
♪ And I been feeling like
a zombie, baby ♪

1861
01:28:41,803 --> 01:28:45,705
♪ I am a zombie coming slow
to your bed ♪

1862
01:28:45,707 --> 01:28:50,243
♪ Well, who am I to deny
this moment? ♪

1863
01:28:50,245 --> 01:28:54,380
♪ And who am I to even
question it? ♪

1864
01:28:54,382 --> 01:28:58,351
♪ There is a cross on
a Mountain, baby ♪

1865
01:28:58,353 --> 01:29:02,455
♪ There is a cross glowing
over your head ♪

1866
01:29:02,457 --> 01:29:06,325
♪ Please break this spell
you have me under ♪

1867
01:29:08,929 --> 01:29:13,933
♪ Every heart is a
lonesome hunter ♪

1868
01:29:16,637 --> 01:29:21,607
♪ Please break this spell
you have me under ♪

1869
01:29:23,577 --> 01:29:24,944
♪ Oh, yes

1870
01:29:24,946 --> 01:29:29,949
♪ every heart is
a lonesome hunter ♪

1871
01:29:31,952 --> 01:29:38,952
♪ Is a lonesome hunter

1872
01:29:39,294 --> 01:29:42,728
♪ every heart is
a lonesome hunter ♪